Annyeong~

Last omelan for this year.

Welcoming the year of 2011. Waiting for it? Sure. Hope 2011 jadi lebih baik dari tahun tahun sebelumnya. Mungkin some haven't achieve all this year resolution. Including me lah. I wrote it for sure.

I read one of my friends fb status regarding resolution, she was not wrote about new year resolution, instead she wrote about the 100 things to do before die.

I remembered during my Module training on October, we are required to list down 100 things to done/own or whatever in life. I still have 70 empty spaces for that. Thats so me lah. Have to complete it soon.

And for the year of 2011, I will face new environment, new people. Hmm, I got the guideline last few days, seriously freak me out. I always have negative thinking regarding this new task. OMG, am I able to do this? All the negative thought surround me easily. Still have it till now. T_T *scream*

Happy New Year 2011

Lucky~

Hi~

I guess not too late to congratulate Lin Dan for his victory..bravo~no bias issues~ Lucky? No lah..victory came from his really tremendous continuous effort..

OMG, he got the Job that I really want..he was such a lucky guy..Lucky? I don't think so~
1. Study and perform during study and get good cgpa
2. not that good cgpa but yet prove he got lots of potential through interview skill
3. Using so called orang dalam? True, but I don't think any company will employed them if they cant see any good from them. I don't know how to explain but I can use analogy

                 ~2 guys come to meet his GF parents, 1st guys, very smart, neat, confiden~ 2nd guys, look so-so, not determined etc.. of course parents will turn to the 1st guys~ not all, but mostly the first impression is important~

Shoot, they got that parking space.I wandering here for almost half an hour and they just came and got the parking 1st before me? what the heck?

Haha~always happened..This is sometime relate to lucky..yes..but someone told us during the module ''always say to yourself, I will get the parking space'' or in other word, said positive words..insyaAllah..it works..

To all my GP friends~ All the best..

p/s: our former Pengetua said, don't use Good Luck as a wish, instead, change it to All the best~go beyond the best~ because Good Luck somehow doesn't apply to everybody..but when you said all the best~we will do the best..bukan setakat termampu...

Appreciation~~

Annyeonghaseyo,

Glad tuition week (a.k.a Teaching week) is over. Will have extra time to focus on life matter, to be exact, future matter. All the best. And today I'm planning to complete marking task for 1 subject and another subject tomorrow.

There is a reflection assignment of student, what they think of the Unit. And this is what he wrote (one of my student)

The mark for the first report has not achieved the target the team has hoped for, and as a leader I must take full responsibility for the disappointing results. But the extra guidance from the tutor, Ms Sherizan, has helped to improve for the final report. The enthusiasm and workload shown by certain group mates has helped to improve the progress of the report which shows the team spirit is still there despite the setbacks. The tireless spirit they have shown, coupled with Ms Sherizan’s extra guidance, has been the motivation for me to thrive further not only in the report writing but to my studies, which greatly reduces my burden and worries of the team’s EFDP position.

Haha. I don't know his intention to get higher mark or what, but I really appreciate this. Thanks a lot.

Happy Depavali~

Airplanes or shooting stars?

Hi

anda penah kena tinggal belon (flight)? Well, Aku bersyukur haven't left out by flight so far. Dalam mimpi pernah. Quite few times la. I remembered last few years, my friends becerita at me, beliau kena tinggal flight. The check in kaunter closed already. Then I asked, what time did you check in. Then he say bla bla bla. Owh, I know already. Sila lihat tiket anda sebelum berjalan ok. Certain syarikat penerbangan memang menetapkan syarat sebelum berlepas. Check in start pukul berapa, check out pukul brapa (eh, ada kah check out? lol). Its up to our sensitivity towards time, and of course our time management.

Last week, I heard the same things. Just a reminder to me myself and people, silalah standby awal pg airport check in. This airplanes may not same as that airplanes. Most important things, read. Its wide range of Power of Reading (which sometimes I'm not applying this statement, haha).

Bye

So Long

Hi...so long...

just now I viewed one of my friend blogsite and suprise to see I haven't blogging for 3 months..quite long..

Tadi berchit Chat dengan kawan lama, Bassy sebelum meeting untuk EFDP unit. Quite interesting chat, about job nowadays..I met her once a week at least for our EFDP team meeting, but never chit chatting about life things..unfortunately the meeting was boring...hard to keep focusing especially after having a tapau of mee goreng to mengelakkan perut berbunyi dalam 2 hours (and ++) meeting...will be continue this afternoon @4 or maybe 5.

is it time to move on? yes
is it time love what you do now? yes

Things happen for a GOOD reason (Tucker)

Pengilan Kawen

Musim cuti skolah adalah musim orang kawen...haha...betol betol betol...

alkisah hari kawen. Kalau kt kampung aku, kalau ada orang sekampung kawen..adalah menjadi kewajipan satu kampung menolong antara satu sama lain menyediakan juadah, memasak, lap2 pinggan etc. selalunya sehari sebelom majlis dah busy. sambil buat keja mengupas bawang dan banyak lagi, sambil becerita (owh...koman ini benda). Banyak cerita. Antara yang paling selalu di dengar adalah lawak lucah makcik2. haha. Layan sajalah walaupun aku kadang-kadang tidak paham (Bukan tunjuk baik, tapi memang tidak paham ye).

Kebetulan semasa majlis minggu lepas, hujan turun dengan lebat. Menurut kata orang tua tua, kalau taknak hujan turun masa majlis (hujan turun or majlis berjalan lancar..not sure), kena baling baju bakal pengantin atas atap rumah. Sorang makcik buat lawak ''mungkin dia salah baling baju kot..mungkin dia baling baju A (abang kepada si pengantin)...itula hujan turun''...selepas itu, bersambung2 lawak yang di kemukakan oleh makcik tersebut, lalu menjadi sebuah perbualan yang hangat... best juga mendengar lawak sedemikian...

madu..madu

Sore throat datang lagi menjenguk aku...mesti beliau rindu akan aku...biasanya sore throat suka kacau waktu tdo malam aku...mungkin masa itu adalah yang terbaek bagi beliau...tidak apa sore throat...malam2 pun..malam lah...tapi agak kurang senang, sebab beliau suka mengejutkan aku dari tidur yang tidak seberapa nak lena...asyik terbangun...terbangun...terbangun..aku minum air untuk melegakan...tapi menelan air seumpama menelan racun (mcm penah telan racun saja..)...sangat pahit...

Siang-siang...aku dapati aku dah hilang suara..semalam suara rock2 kapak...hari ini...tidak keluar langsung...nasib baik hari ini bukan presentation day..mungkin semalam aku terpaksa bercakap dengan suara yang agak kuat, menyebabkan throat mengamuk malam2...minta maaf...

Apa2pun...tekak aku memang sangat gatal...makan strepsil? dequadin? tidak berkesan..aku dapati lepas saja gula2 tersebut habis..akan meninggalkan kesan yang lebih parah...mungkin itula yang dikatakan kelegaan sementara (lega hanya semasa makan)...

Aunty Ah Chin

even aku punya bertimbun2 report untuk di marking yang memaksakan aku untuk pegi keja di hari isnin yg sering dikaitkan dengan Monday Blues...sempat menblogkan diri...sepatutnya aku ambil leave...tapi atas sebab2 tertentu...leave tidak dapat di ambil...cheeseeee sungguh....

a lot happen during cuti...hmmmm...cutikah?
macam tidak saja...Hanya hari Jumaat bolehlah dikatakan leisure day...aku pergi kedai Ah Chin...gunting rambut..." amoi..bukan 2minggu lepas you sudah mali sini gunting rambut kah?" "sekarang mau gunting sikit lagi (sambil senyum gelak)''...aku suka Ah Chin gunting rambut...bolehlah dikatakan pro...walaupun kedai gunting rambutnya memang sangat tidak teratur...busy jaga anak kot...tapi skills more important...I can skip small2 part...hehe...berpuas hati dengan hasil yang diberikan oleh Aunty Ah Chin...

Sabtu...seperti biasa weekend aku punya tv...layan lucifer...best (owh..apa about korean entertainment yg bg aku tidak best?)...

sabtu ptg and ahad? agak nightmare...dipenuhi dengan aktiviti di kampung yg kurang munasabah...ah..malas cerita...tapi aku sempat poco-ing with mak and kawan2 mak aku...membuatkan muscle kaki aku sakit pd hari ini and jalan pun terhencit (wujudkah word ini? abaikan..haha)....nampak sangat aku jarang exercise...

Yeay~~

Gembira sbb lab session dah abis today for this sem..and it ended earlier than usual (usually took 1hr++...but today only 50minutes...)....so today is my Happy Monday...

p/s: Happy kah? tidaklah juga =( ...there's some matter somehow took those happiness away..shuuu

When thing goes wrong~~don't let it go...but how?

its been 3 weeks in a row...I got 6hrs of lab session per day...3 group of 2hrs per session...its very tiring since all 3 sessions, it ended soon (430pm today)...kept explaining the same thing..over and over again...but what to do...I guess its ok if its not Friday (and Monday too)...but its not complains though...just want to say that I am really happy it will end soon~~~

I read this book 'Hijaab Waali'...OMG..I've been reading this since Feb..1 day...2page..before sleep..but now its getting interesting..and I'm going to finish read it tonight...its really interesting...

just want to share some quote from the book..

"only when I saw the weather's style, I realize how quickly people change''....

its true~~~

Space for you

Hari ini mendengar lagu No Space for You - Ryan Tedder and One Republic~~ baru mendengar...hmmm...bestnya lagu ini...i played it countless time...the music~~the voice~~owh...so nice...sound like Apologize with different version~~but I like it both~~



Felt in love for the 2nd time with One Republic after so long~~Owh...such a good day...

p/s: Thanks for the song Buddy~~

How Did We Get

Have you heard How Did We Get ? Lee Hyori feat Big Bang Dae Sung
OMG~~its really good song...music, melody, lyrics...thumbs thumbs up!!!

This is the translation taken for here

- English -
Verse 1
I’ve gone through so many shallow relationships
I thought you’d brush past like that too
But as time went by,
I realised you were a little different
There was no pretense, you showed me your whole heart

Hook
I don’t wanna see you cry
When I look at you I remember my forgotten happy dreams, the young me
You always give me a smile
To tomorrow, which will be even more amazing than yesterday

Chorus
Tell me how did we get, the dream-like memories
How did we get, the painful tears too
How did we get (we get), this far
How did we get (How did we get)
It’s because we’ve walked here together
Now (now),
I (I)Won’t let go of your hand

Verse 2
The one person who lit up my life
While always shining like a dazzling star
You wouldn’t believe how earnestly
I’ve been wanting to find you

Hook
But I don’t wanna let you down
I was a coward, but since seeing you I’ve been growing more and more
You always give me a dream
Only for you, who’s become my future

Chorus
Tell me how did we get, the dream-like memories
How did we get, and the painful tears too
How did we get (we get), this far
How did we get (How did we get)
It’s because we’ve walked here together
Now (now), I (I)Won’t let go of your hand

ChorusTell me how did we get,
all the time we’ve spent together
How did we get, no matter what kind of wound
How did we get (we get), until the very end
How did we get (How did we get)
So we’ll walk together
You and me (You and me)
The two of us (The two of us)
We’ll walk together from now

Oh~~best

kisah 1 malam

Hi~~

Semalam lepas kerja...seperti biasa akan menonton televisyen~~730pm~~mandi..masa mandi tiba2 ada kerajinan untuk study~~745pm...mengstartkan diri untuk sutdy test SPA...

Mula Tekun membaca di atas meja...

Mula rasa sedikit boring+ngantok...

Tukar position study atas tilam yg tidak berapa nak empuk...

owh~~semakin ngantuk...tgk jam...820pm....eh, baru kejap~~

Mata sangat berat~~hmmm...membuat keputusan untuk tidur 1jam (strategi masa maseh study dahulu kala)...

930pm~~supposely alarm bunyi..tapi x dgr~~ntah bila aku stop x igt~~last skali terbgn kol 1030pm~~hanya utk tutup lampu...nasib baik dh berus gigi earlier...huhu...terbangun kol 450am..membaca sedikit~~tapi just 5minit...menidurkan diri lagi smpi 545pm...br fully bangun...

owh....study hanya tinggal study...hopefully tonight tidak akan sama seperti semalam..kalau sama..nasiblah~~huahua....

Hi~its April

Regarding my work~~that 30% unlike work (refering to last post)~~I guess I don't have any option for that matter.

Yesterday I have meeting with the head and brief about the work~~hmmm...the work truly confusing~~it happened to all of the involve party though....everyone feel the same way as I am (as a newcomer for the work)... '' this is your first time and I believe you have a lot of confusion in your mind, but after 9years, you will be ok..like me''~~~wahh...9years? 24 + 9 = 33...Perhaps I already married and got 2 children at that time~~haha...

But when I think deeply~~Its true...I have to do it no matter what...eventhough I have zero knowledge about it (no zero la..but less than 50%)...maybe this is something that I need to maybe ; to improve myself (inside and out)...trying to think positive for everything that I do~~I am big enough to think whats good for me and for my life~~

Good Luck for me~~

I moved to new renthouse yesterday~~thanks to my friend for the help...and thanks to mak and bapak to help me bought some stuff...I like the new house~~need some decoration for my own room~~

Ja ne

Gloomy Wednesday~~

Hari Rabu adalah hari pressure...
why? hari tu keja kena buat, hari tu juga barulah ada material untuk menyiapkan kerja tersebut? kenapa aku pressure? sebab mungkin aku tidak suka @ tidak memahami apa yang aku lakukan~~

Solution memang banyak~~pilih ja mana satu~~tapi mungkin solution tersebut boleh mengheret orang lain ke dalam masalah ini...At last, just me myself burn as candle burn itself for others brightness or nowadays, its aromatheraphyness....huh

Do I need a new job?
Practically and emosionally~~ yes...
But, I tried to figure out what~~I love my workplace...I love people around me~~but I do not love my this 30% Job..the other 70%...Alhamdulillah, I do it ikhlasly~~

No Mood

What Happen to me today~~
Boring semacam? Tiada mood...Tiada rasa lapar...
Even my material for lecture today also haven't complete...isk..although it only take about 1 hour to finish the material. I am so lazy~~unmotivated~~I want to go back..sleeping~~~Huhu...or go window shopping anywhere...

Maybe its the consequence of doing something we don't give a heart to it~~orang cakap..keterpaksaan~~Makin lama buat, Makin hilang minat~~supposely makin bertambah~~but its vice versa....

What happen to me today~~
my long lost no-mood suddenly come out~~huuuu....

Hujan

Owh~~gembiranya...hari ini hujan turun....
Hujan cantik~~
Alhamdulillah...

The consequence of coffee instead of tea

hmmm....i just screwed the presentation just now...

just so you know, i didnt prepare enough material or maybe too much unlinking material which I didnt know how to connect the idea...
or in the more-understanding word, I didnt get the actual picture about things to present....
its not huge presentation though...its more like discussion..but still, after the session end, it still pressured me...
Plus..I am and I was very sleepy...things I prepare didnt go well as planned.

I didnt get scold or anything...
I feel I am way...toooo laid back...

now...
the guide already given
i got the better picture
add some kerajinan (tapi still blogging..haha)
less main2 (haha..seriousnya)
I know I can do it...

theraphy

Last night I watch Glee for the 1st time at Star World...Going to stream the previous episode for more information~~hehe

It really good series as mention by friend of mine...So it will be written in my routine every wednesday night onwards..chewah...

What I like about last wednesday night Glee? Its all about Dance~~haha..very funny...How I missed performing dance and practise the step with dance team, citrawarna team..for me dancing is way good theraphy..other than shopping, lepaking, drawing~~hmmmm...
ya I can dance own my own, but I want to perform~~ceywah, mcm penyanyi jak...just missed the precious moment ever~~

Fishing

Semalam ikut mak n bapak pergi kebun...aktiviti biasa hujung minggu pergi lawat kebun...
and tidak dilupa memancing...
sejak sebulan yang lepas aku ada hobi baru...memancing...
bukan memancing di laut...tapi di sungai or sungai kecil around kebun...
Laut? mungkin lain kali..jika ada kesempatan...hehe

memancing memang best..ada orang kata buang masa...tapi ada nilai seninya tersendiri..ceywah..nilai seni?~~haha

semalam hari memancing paling best...mak aku..makcik aku pun join memancing...kenapa best? sebab aku paling banyak dapat ikan~~hehehe....kejelesan jelas tergambar di wajah mak and makcik aku..ahahaha...tapi sayang sebab terlepas 2 ekor ikan yang besar (disebabkan ketidakpandaian mengangkat pancing dengan segera menurut mak..haha)

tidak sabar tunggu next week..nak sambung memancing lagi~~

beautiful words of the day~~

Berehat sebentar daripada membaca..memblogkan diri sebentar~~

Tadi aku rasa sangat bengang dengan something..really bengang sampai aku TERemo..haha...yang pasti..perkataan bongkak memang tepat kalau hendak membuat huraian yang panjang...tapi oleh kerana aku malas hendak mengarang cukuplah sekadar menyatakan satu perkataan yang subjektif...bongkak...tidak apa..roda itu bulat...kalau sematkan sedikit sifat humble, aku memang kagum...aku tahu..usaha kita yang menentukan masa depan..tapi kalau diselangi dengan sifat negative..mungkin menimbulkan rasa kurang enak..mungkin hanya aku berpendapat begitu..maaf

yang pasti bukan hal kerjaan mahupun rakan sekerja...buat masa ini aku lebih suka buat kerja...bolehlah melupakan masalah dalaman yang tidak serius...chewah..

sekarang rasa lega sedikit..no...banyak sikit...kenapa? satu pengucapan tanda terima kasih ringkas telah di lafazkan membuatkan kita rasa dihargai...walaupun pertolongan yang tidak seberapa...

"Well done, Cik Sherizan.
Much appreciated..."

owh...beautiful words~~

Durian Merah

semalam aku pergi pasar bekenu with my mom and aunty..actually aku jrg ikut pergi pasar..tapi semalam sgt teringin sbb mak aku suka pergi hari ahad..ada jual mcm2...memang ada mcm2...

jd ari ahad tersebut, aku jumpa durian kaler merah..i mean kulit durian tu kaler hijau kemerahan...mak aku pun x tahu durian apa..tapi aku sudah mencapai tahap muak dengan durian...sebab dah selalu sgt makan..sampai demam..jjadi keinginan untuk membeli buah durain tu pun dah hilang..hehe...

so..itulah kisah di pasar minggu..bekenu...