kenapa ya?

kenapa ya? bukan mahu mengutuk atau mengata...
hanya terasa pelik..saya sekadar meluahkan...kalau ada suggestion atau apa2 yang salah mahupun menyinggung hati sesiapa..maafkan saya..saya hanya insan biasa...

saya tgh solat zohor sbntr td...tiba2 rumet masuk bilik...and terus bercerita hu ha hu ha(dengan suara besar nya) dengan rumet yang sorang lagi...apa kah dia tidak melihat saya tgh bersolat...pelik juga...sepatutnya dia lebih tahu...kerana..ya dari penampilan sudah tahu..kami jauh berbeza..dia bertudung labuh...bila dikatakan bertudung labuh...hanya kata2 positif yang dapat digambarkan..tapi kenapa ya...dia tidak menghormati taktala saya tgh bersolat...sekurang2 nya dia merendahkan suaranya untuk becerita...

kalau ada yang baca ni..mesti kata..kenapa tidak sound terus...kali ini saya maafkan...kerana sekali lagi saya nyatakan...dia sepatutnya lebih tahu...mungkin kalau ia berulang..akan di sound...tapi tersentap juga la...kenapa ya...

minta maaf atas statement di atas...bukan tudung labuh menjadi isu...
sekian terima kasih

Jalan Jalan Cari Makan

Hari Sabtu lepas..pergi berjalan jalan cari mkn bersama kwn2..nisa, ica, pija, zarien

1st destination - Johnny's Restaurent
Food= x igt nama...nasi goreng udang somethings..+steamboat...+aek yam yang sedap
total expense = approximately rm20

2nd: baskin robin 1 scoop junior : rm5.80
3rd: 4 pieces of Big Apple doughnut : rm 8.80... this doughtnut sangat sedap...nikmat giler...makan sampai rasa mahu menangis sbb sgt sedap...


hari ahad: pergi rumah terbuka emmy kt kepala batas...
balik rumah terbuka, pegi jusco perda lagi..n mkn lagi...wlupun kenyang...tapi kwn2 lapar...ikut saja pegi makan...last2..makanan x habis pun...moral...jangan makan kalau kenyang..haha

mkn di Black Canyon = RM 15.00beli sushi kt jusco: rm3.002 pieces big apple doughnut : rm4.00

too many expenses on food...its worth...bukan selalu..tapi x baik di amalkan di kala pokai..haha...tapi doughnut itu serius sangat sedap..tapi kalau makan selalu boleh muak maybe...

final exam: 5 n 7 nov... gud luck...study smart...

Bulan..Jangan Biar Siang

semenjak hari pertama lagi org share cerita Sepi d usm ni..hati bagai meronta..saya mahu menonton..tapi tidak berkesempatan..baru tadi tonton..for me..slightly different from crita cinta which directed with the same director..khabir bhatia...ceritanya..best la juga...i give it 3.5 out of 5...muzi ini juga memberikan aku jawapan..dari mana phrase "bulan jangan biar siang" come from.. my friend awa used that phrase as her Ym status..but i'm not asking her..maybe its just come out from her mind...but watching this movie, now i know, she got that inside that movie...

BISIKKU PADA BULAN...
KEMBALIKAN...
TEMAN KU...KEKASIHKU... SYURGAKU...
TANPA DIA MALAM MENEMANI KU..
SEPI MEMELUK KU..
BULAN..JANGAN BIAR SIANG...
BIAR ALAM INI KELAM...
BIAR IA SEPI SEPERTIKU...

quite good jiwang movie...just try to watch it~~

last nite..i watched arashi no shukudai kun..same time as it aired on japan..but the tv is not that perfect..always stuck..but its ok..eventhough i didnot know japanese..keep watching it..those arashi guys really fed me some pil..addicted pil..that make me addicted to them..haha..someday i'll go to japan..watch their concert or anything..live!!! ok..time to study~~gambaro!

my chaeceteros calcitrans~~

on d way stdy..sempat lagi type blog..
biasala.huee..dah abis baca..tapi tidak menghafal sepenuhnya..

ada 50% lg..target time..tdo kul3..bc n hafal n paham semuanya..insyaAllah..

pagi tadi..melawat microalgae yang ku culture last thursday..3 conical flask was ok, the brown colour of chaeceteros calcitrans getting brownier..hua..smakin gelap..thats mean, its cell grown up ..cell duplication..

but the other 3 and also Dr.derek microalgae, tetraselmis sp..all look floc...in other word..maybe the microalgae died..but its using the same medium culture that i prepaid with the 3 conical flask that shown positive result. for solution D which is vitamin stock solution..the a little bit error during its preparation, but only very little error..because the weight is tooooo small...

so, dr.derek volunteer himself to check whats the problem (as expected from dedicated fresh lecturer). me of course dont have idea whats happening. this project is real damn tiring.. time consuming..luckily i love doing this such experiment..hopefully everyhing will be ok throughout my project..

and thanks a lot for my friend motorcycle..i can easily move with your beloved green motor.haha..less sweat..less energy..

ok..benkyo time~~

what i did?

thursday~~

9am - 1 pm : viva lab..membosankan..hanya dapat menumpukan perhatian till 8th group..iaitu selepas grup saya habis present lab..fikiran entah ke mana..mengantuk~~nite before...sleep only for 3 hours...siapkan 1st report FYP..then sambung persediaan untuk presentation..tdo..kul4..bgn kul7...

1 pm - 5 pm : lepas habis present..makan..lepas makan..balik bilik..kemas bilik yg sangat berterabur gara2 kerja yang berlambak..baca notes design..esok test dow..huhu..

5 pm - 7pm : buat FYP. Dr.Derek my FYP supervisor ajar macamana menculture microalgae.. macamana procedure di dalam bilik culture...its very tiring..but thanks a lot for dr.derek..sanggup ajar saya n ivy eventhough its already over office hour..he helped us a lot..thanks..hope i get good grade for my 6 credit hour fyp..

7 pm - 9 pm : mandi..makan..study design..heat exchanger..tapi macam tidak dpt tumpukan perhatian...memaksa diri untuk terus stdy..tapi x dpt teruskan...sangat mengantuk...

9 pm - 10 pm...tidur sekejap..recharge energy~~

10 pm - 12 pm : study design lagi.. sambil buka friendster, facebook, myspace, Ohno Daily livejournal, blog org~~ haha...insaflah ejan~~

jumaat

berehat sebentar di tgh malam...rehatkan otak konon nya...rehat2 sambil tengok clip arashi..hehe..addicted to it...

1am - 3 am : sambung study.. sangat banyak calculation... study sambil dengar radio... nyanyi2..macam mana ilmu mau masuk..ish2.. change ur study way ejan... 20% saja yang masuk dalam kepala apa yang di study...

3am-4am : buat persediaan untuk Li presentation..print2..gunting2..copy paste edit... penat nya...

4am - 430 am : sambung study design sikit...tapi cannot proceed..g sidai baju (forgot to sidai)...

430 am - 730 am : tdo~~ again. only 3 hours sleep..

730 am-10 am : bangun..mandi...sambong study design ckit...
sangat banyak lagi x study..hanya mampu berserah untuk test kul 10...

10am - 1150 am : test design..ish ish..soalan bolehla dikatakan sederhana...kalaula aku punyai banyak masa..kalaula aku study lebih awal..mesti aku bleh jawab...a lot of minor rumus aku x hafal.. padahal aku yang design pump n compressor untuk task 3..tapi aku x boleh jawab soalan...oleh sebab 1 saja..x igt rumus..huhu..sayangnya...tapi its ok..pass is pass...nothing can change it...must do my very best for design viva to recover back my test...

1150 am - 2pm : makan...balik bilik..siapkan poster untuk Li exhibition... sangat belum ready untuk apa yang nak present... hanya bergantung kepada ingatan semasa Li...

2 pm - 530 pm : Li xhibition.. kami di divide kepada beberapa row..setiap row... sorang judge aka our lecturer yang akan judge... for my row.. alamak! aku kena Dr.Derek... Dr.Derek come to me first and said , saya sengaja pilih kamu first untuk present... OMG Dr.Derek, I'm still on my way to read and hafal the things that i'm going to present..but tidak sempat!!! my presentation tunggang langgang jadinya..half of apa yang aku mahu present..tidak terkeluar... luckily aku dapat mengingat apa yang ku buat sepanjang Li...malunya depan Dr.Derek..huhu..

530 pm - 6 pm : refreshment from school

6 pm - 630 pm : balik bilik..kemas tempat yang sangat berterabur... solat... rehat kan diri..

630 - 730 pm : naz ajak g pasar malam,,,walaupun ngantok dan penat yang amat sangat...tapi nak pegi jugak..dah lama x pegi... beli laksa...cucur jagung..milo blended... and tau fu fa yang sedap!! hehe... shoping di pasar malam, ttiba hujan turun..agak lebat jugak... balik basah kuyup...

730 pm till present : tengok arashi...tengok drama jepun...surf intenet... malas nak study dulu..nak rehatkan otak....and tulis blog ni..hehe...

next week: effluent test, lab test and viva design... final week for this semester~~yokatta... ureshii desu ne~~



ANOTHER STORY

td akma msg..tnya..bila rasa down? apa perlu dibuat...
jawapan saya..saya akan menangis..and tell the people why i'm down..eventhough they will not response to what i said..its ok...i've throw it out..and its ok...

somehow..aku penah rasa down baru2 ini..masa bulan puasa...i texted my friend through fs...talk about it...and she replied...i love the response..i read it many time..and somehow i understand..kita sesama manusia mmg susah untuk difahami..contohnya..friends relationship..love relationship..and family..and thats why i like being alone.,but family is a yes..what i mean in term of family..and love...but at any point..sometimes we need friend to accompany us..but i really scared..i'm scared that i'm just a burden..its hard to say..in other words..i dont feel like myself..say yes when its a no...things like that..but, things change..live ur life to the max

~~himitsu no Arashi~~

yesterday...i watched Himitsu no Arashi..3 episodes in a row..himitsu mean secret..the show is conducted by Arashi's member..they go and investigate some technique or unusual or etc interesting around their own country that not many people known it..that's why its call himitsu ne~~

all of 3 episodes...i attracted the investigation about the cashier at supermarket..they investigated the background of the cashier..a big surprise for me..they even have the competition for the cashier among them..i dont know..maybe just around tokyo..the criteria being judge is who is the fastest cashier..the politest..etc... in certain supermarket, they even have training room for those cashier... in term of quickness for calculate the item being buy... and also the polite way to greet the customer while they on duty..its super sugoi for me..i dont know if our country have such thing.. but i have a friend work as a cashier..she never tell me about this...

maybe some in my country the do such training~~hmmmm.....time is very valuable..time is money...hehe...

-end-

design sem 1~~~its ended~~

n today...saturday~~dari pagi...saya menonton show arashi..
nikmatnya bila terasa task design itu sudah habis..sangat nikmat..
walaupun test dan presentation belum berlalu..tapi terasa sangat nikmat..
kenapa ya?
padahal subject design itu sangat penting untuk aku menjadi seorg engineer satu hari kelak..insyaAllah..
pada dasarnya aku memang berminat untuk mendesign..tetapi disebabkan masa yang tidak cukup..di samping comitment lain yg perlu diberikan..itu menyumbangkan kepada keadaan di mana...aku menjadi tidak tentu arah...mungkin juga aku sudah melupai almost drpd apa yg ku belajar for this whole sem di usm, membuatkan aku menghadapi zero idea dalam melaksanakan every task..apa yg lecturer selalu katakan..learn by heart...tapi pd aku..learn by heart...hmmmm..mungkin pd certain subject shj..selalunya..learn for exam..exam will determine grade...pointer etc...hmmm..susah untuk di gambarkan.. we cannot go back to the pass..if yes... i must be learn every single things by heart back then..now its too late..n no such time machine or whatever such as in proposal daisakusen jdorama will come out... hmmmm...
life getting tougher day by day~~will i become really succesful engineer for my country? penah juga terfikir ketika membuat design..kenapa aku ambil cost engineering ni...aku minat ka? terasa mahu quit study pun ada...nasib baik aku berfikir panjang and tidak mudah putus asa..jika kwn2 aku sama course tidak mudah mengalah..mengapa aku juga tidak boleh spt mereka...thanks to my course mate yg always membantu among us...for my design group..

nothing is easy right...i hope i will doing ok for design presentation on 20 oct...and also for the design test...

next is: design2...next sem~~gambate kudasai~~