Almost 8 months old~

yeah, its almost 8 months old since I got my first ever permanent job. As lecturer. some of it bitter, some of it sweet. but lots of it so-so. so far as I put a lot of positive thinking on my current job, i like it. Not the same feeling as before. U know what, i never ever dream involve in teaching, but ended up with it. Some people might say, ada hikmah di sebalik nya. well, its true.

I hv few friends with same job~ ya, we share the story, most of it, almost the same. but few of them are friends with their students, I mean go to lunch or dinner together, or texting each other, or add their facebook. Me, i don't do that. I just teach them, get friendly with them in class, and treat them equally, no race issue. But of course, we not that skema in class, laugh, or share their hometown stories, and recently I talk a lot about kpop. LOL.

'miss, can I add ur facebook?". its a no. I dont know why, I dont even add my family members. Its just friends list, haha. I mean, if I share my facebook, means that I share my life with them. Some of my feeling cant be shared to students. ah, hard to explain. As the name stated, its social network, I dont include students in my social network. in the mean time, its like that.

For me, I tried to be as professional as I can. I want a barrier between students and lecturer, so they can respect me. Am I too skema? maybe. But Its good for me.

foe example, since the students here is not high ranking student, its average and below, so lots of work needed. I tried to give them harder questions, so that they can learn more. Some of them will not come to class, because they dont want to study but their parent want them to further, and lots more.

Recently one of my student ask me do I like Beast? I said yes, why? and then he said he saw my carsticker with mybeauty fanclub signage. he also fanboy of Beast. Since that, he asked lots question bout beast, even dance in class, of course after the teaching session finished. I do share Kpop things, haha.

so far life good, work 8 - 430 pm. Reach home and watch kbs variety programmes. Sometimes go out for movie or just eat. Marriage? I dont think so I am ready for it. Thanks God I am sarawakians, for us, marriage at older age is not a big issues. I hv lots more to achieve. I am not definitely looking for Korean, though I like them. Haha~ Good Bye.

Supplement

its been ages i havent took supplement for my health~ just Vitamin C, but trust me, I only took it like few days in a week. No discipline at all.

Just starting from this week, I bought this supplement recommended by my friend looong time ago~ Yaeyama Chlorella, u can find it at Cosway.



I took it starting from Monday (4 July 2011) and of course can't see the effect now. I will do the review again for next 2 months.

I seen this microalgae before during my final year, to be exact, I did the Chaetoceros calcitrans and my friend under the same supervisor did this Chlorella, I admire the green colour, my calcitrans is plain brown~ haha.

Lets see what will be the result after few weeks. I am 25, less exercise, I just exercised by dance to Kpop song, really make u sweat, LOL. This year, I've been infected by fever 4th times, which is for me, not good.

Another main reason, I need to loss some weight~ just a few, not too thin. I've been staying at home with family around which food is not a problem (compare during my study life~ haha). My siblings~ all of them are Big in size, tall, fat builder, haha ~ For my sake, I will avoid it.. I am short + petite (not so lah).

I love to eat unhealthy food~ and the result will increase my weight, thats the problem, ahaha..

*** I dont hv issue for big size, its just for my sake***

Bye-bam~

Dilemma

1. Beast Fan Meeting
If I got the free ticket from Era.fm or animax, I will go to the Fan Meeting. Can afford the ticket price. (aigo~ why ur noona is moneyless!), but still, depends on the Air Ticket. (again, moneyless!).

2. MTV World Stage 2011

Surely will get the passes for the world stage 2011 which featuring, again, Beast! But still in dilemma wether I should go or not. its July and its my Vavi named Kwangkwang Birthday (his birthday~ -.-")! Dang.

Still in thinking process~ now its 75% give up for both.

***I am just a B2uty for about 1 month++.

***I am moneyless, but dream very very high!

***apply for annual leave is very impossible during teaching semester~ the first warning already given for SS3 last March.Haha

***this is just duniawi~ back to reality please. ^_^

*Footnote: B2uty is fan name for Beast~

Gikwang ah~ noona want to see you! (owh, telebih suda)

Hair Style

What hair style nice to see? Looks good? change your face totally? Just to highlight about my like-to-see guy hair style. I called it eyebrow cover hairstyle. LOL. The front, the hair will cover up to eyebrows, at back, it trim neatly around neck~

recently spotted Tamin of Shinee in Oh! my school with this hair

The 1st person who introduce me this fabulous hairstyle is...

Ryeowook of Super Junior during No Others (this is my starting point fell in love with Super Junior)

credit: http://wookiewonderland.wordpress.com

I can remember who is the second one. But the newest 1 is~

Dong Woon from Beast for Fiction and Fact. Oh mai~ Gorgeous! (too sad I'm moneyless to make it to their fanmeeting this July *scream*)

credit: b2strising

and others:

Young Saeng for Let It Go ~

credit: ratushay.blogspot.com


Juh Hyung from Beast (Fiction and Fact)

credit: b2strising

 There some more, but can't remember all~

owh, all korean? no lah. recently i saw Hazama. This hair suit him well. Congrates to him, he is the only reason I watched AF9 apart from Paknil. ^^



Super Show 3

Annyeong Haseyo~ ^^

So, at last, I managed to go and see Super Junior, Super Show 3, Kuala Lumpur, 19 March 2011. Seriously, still can't believe. We barely made it to the concert. 1) the concert was about to cancel, luckily, it not. 2) we already bought air ticket a few months earlier before the concert, but the concert date~~changed, one week earlier -.-". We bought the new tickets and here we were, at the concert. Just share some pict i took from the concert (please ignore my taking pict skills..LOL)

1. This is the stadium before the concert begin~rock pitt still got empty spaces, but during the concert, its full~I was sitting at the upper zone. Quite far but the view is awesome~

 the concert started, scream loudly their name as they heard u, hahaha....

 this is my fav pict because my husband was looking at me (perasan)~~owh, the blur part is my finger..I am toooo excited he looked at me~~hahaha



all i could say~ their performanship is verryyyy good. Daebak! it worth very penny. Cant wait for ss4.

Gracias

There's a time when you feel really down. Its like cycle of life, and my place is really at the bottom, now and I don't know when it will stop. (soon please).

There's a time when you really want to cry, but you can't cry until your chest hurt, can't breath, even you gulp lots of water it wouldn't work.

There's a time, when you have to put on your very fake smile and laugh, when inside its really full of worries and unhappiness thought

There's a time, when you really feel about to commit suicide, or involve in car accident, just to get rid of those feeling, yes.

There's a time when you always keep on positive thinking but in the end, still negative result.

Maybe this is wake up call 'he' said about. Move on. I'll find my way!