Dilemma

1. Beast Fan Meeting
If I got the free ticket from Era.fm or animax, I will go to the Fan Meeting. Can afford the ticket price. (aigo~ why ur noona is moneyless!), but still, depends on the Air Ticket. (again, moneyless!).

2. MTV World Stage 2011

Surely will get the passes for the world stage 2011 which featuring, again, Beast! But still in dilemma wether I should go or not. its July and its my Vavi named Kwangkwang Birthday (his birthday~ -.-")! Dang.

Still in thinking process~ now its 75% give up for both.

***I am just a B2uty for about 1 month++.

***I am moneyless, but dream very very high!

***apply for annual leave is very impossible during teaching semester~ the first warning already given for SS3 last March.Haha

***this is just duniawi~ back to reality please. ^_^

*Footnote: B2uty is fan name for Beast~

Gikwang ah~ noona want to see you! (owh, telebih suda)

Hair Style

What hair style nice to see? Looks good? change your face totally? Just to highlight about my like-to-see guy hair style. I called it eyebrow cover hairstyle. LOL. The front, the hair will cover up to eyebrows, at back, it trim neatly around neck~

recently spotted Tamin of Shinee in Oh! my school with this hair

The 1st person who introduce me this fabulous hairstyle is...

Ryeowook of Super Junior during No Others (this is my starting point fell in love with Super Junior)

credit: http://wookiewonderland.wordpress.com

I can remember who is the second one. But the newest 1 is~

Dong Woon from Beast for Fiction and Fact. Oh mai~ Gorgeous! (too sad I'm moneyless to make it to their fanmeeting this July *scream*)

credit: b2strising

and others:

Young Saeng for Let It Go ~

credit: ratushay.blogspot.com


Juh Hyung from Beast (Fiction and Fact)

credit: b2strising

 There some more, but can't remember all~

owh, all korean? no lah. recently i saw Hazama. This hair suit him well. Congrates to him, he is the only reason I watched AF9 apart from Paknil. ^^



Super Show 3

Annyeong Haseyo~ ^^

So, at last, I managed to go and see Super Junior, Super Show 3, Kuala Lumpur, 19 March 2011. Seriously, still can't believe. We barely made it to the concert. 1) the concert was about to cancel, luckily, it not. 2) we already bought air ticket a few months earlier before the concert, but the concert date~~changed, one week earlier -.-". We bought the new tickets and here we were, at the concert. Just share some pict i took from the concert (please ignore my taking pict skills..LOL)

1. This is the stadium before the concert begin~rock pitt still got empty spaces, but during the concert, its full~I was sitting at the upper zone. Quite far but the view is awesome~

 the concert started, scream loudly their name as they heard u, hahaha....

 this is my fav pict because my husband was looking at me (perasan)~~owh, the blur part is my finger..I am toooo excited he looked at me~~hahaha



all i could say~ their performanship is verryyyy good. Daebak! it worth very penny. Cant wait for ss4.

Gracias

There's a time when you feel really down. Its like cycle of life, and my place is really at the bottom, now and I don't know when it will stop. (soon please).

There's a time when you really want to cry, but you can't cry until your chest hurt, can't breath, even you gulp lots of water it wouldn't work.

There's a time, when you have to put on your very fake smile and laugh, when inside its really full of worries and unhappiness thought

There's a time, when you really feel about to commit suicide, or involve in car accident, just to get rid of those feeling, yes.

There's a time when you always keep on positive thinking but in the end, still negative result.

Maybe this is wake up call 'he' said about. Move on. I'll find my way!

Annyeong~

Last omelan for this year.

Welcoming the year of 2011. Waiting for it? Sure. Hope 2011 jadi lebih baik dari tahun tahun sebelumnya. Mungkin some haven't achieve all this year resolution. Including me lah. I wrote it for sure.

I read one of my friends fb status regarding resolution, she was not wrote about new year resolution, instead she wrote about the 100 things to do before die.

I remembered during my Module training on October, we are required to list down 100 things to done/own or whatever in life. I still have 70 empty spaces for that. Thats so me lah. Have to complete it soon.

And for the year of 2011, I will face new environment, new people. Hmm, I got the guideline last few days, seriously freak me out. I always have negative thinking regarding this new task. OMG, am I able to do this? All the negative thought surround me easily. Still have it till now. T_T *scream*

Happy New Year 2011

Lucky~

Hi~

I guess not too late to congratulate Lin Dan for his victory..bravo~no bias issues~ Lucky? No lah..victory came from his really tremendous continuous effort..

OMG, he got the Job that I really want..he was such a lucky guy..Lucky? I don't think so~
1. Study and perform during study and get good cgpa
2. not that good cgpa but yet prove he got lots of potential through interview skill
3. Using so called orang dalam? True, but I don't think any company will employed them if they cant see any good from them. I don't know how to explain but I can use analogy

                 ~2 guys come to meet his GF parents, 1st guys, very smart, neat, confiden~ 2nd guys, look so-so, not determined etc.. of course parents will turn to the 1st guys~ not all, but mostly the first impression is important~

Shoot, they got that parking space.I wandering here for almost half an hour and they just came and got the parking 1st before me? what the heck?

Haha~always happened..This is sometime relate to lucky..yes..but someone told us during the module ''always say to yourself, I will get the parking space'' or in other word, said positive words..insyaAllah..it works..

To all my GP friends~ All the best..

p/s: our former Pengetua said, don't use Good Luck as a wish, instead, change it to All the best~go beyond the best~ because Good Luck somehow doesn't apply to everybody..but when you said all the best~we will do the best..bukan setakat termampu...

Appreciation~~

Annyeonghaseyo,

Glad tuition week (a.k.a Teaching week) is over. Will have extra time to focus on life matter, to be exact, future matter. All the best. And today I'm planning to complete marking task for 1 subject and another subject tomorrow.

There is a reflection assignment of student, what they think of the Unit. And this is what he wrote (one of my student)

The mark for the first report has not achieved the target the team has hoped for, and as a leader I must take full responsibility for the disappointing results. But the extra guidance from the tutor, Ms Sherizan, has helped to improve for the final report. The enthusiasm and workload shown by certain group mates has helped to improve the progress of the report which shows the team spirit is still there despite the setbacks. The tireless spirit they have shown, coupled with Ms Sherizan’s extra guidance, has been the motivation for me to thrive further not only in the report writing but to my studies, which greatly reduces my burden and worries of the team’s EFDP position.

Haha. I don't know his intention to get higher mark or what, but I really appreciate this. Thanks a lot.

Happy Depavali~