Trust ~ an emo post

Pergh, last post 5 Dec and I suddenly want to write. Yes, am writing surely because I got a lot of things in my mind, I need to let it go by share the story.

Worklife, getting busier. Few ups & downs alongside. From handling one project on 2011, now grew up to 4 projects. Last time, out of 8 working hrs, only 4-6 its doing core works. and now, 8 hrs is not enough. going back when the sun is down. However I tried as much as possible to go back early, cuz I dont like being in office for long working hours. but good then, I actually love being busy than sit with nothing to do.

So I had this appraisal session with my Lead, I can sense his attention to get me permanently here in KL. So I am certain, I will be not forever, but gonna be long staying here. I really need to think for business opportunity now, cant work forever.

so that is worklife update so far.

Let me switch to another topic which is trust. I've been in boarding school since the age of 13. I think that 5+1+4 years of being away from family built the trust of my parents & I. My mom rule is really simple, you can go anywhere you can, but use ur own money. Simple right? I didn't lie to them, please dont. And I am pretty good with money management. haha. trust me. I used my jpa money wisely during my study year. Even if I didnt got any fund, I still will use money wisely. because I know, how hard my parents working for money back then. We are not rich okay.

So, thanks to my parents for their hardwork, I am able to stand today and for the future InshaAllah.

My simple advise:
- dont lie to parents - once you lost their trust, I guarantee you, its gonna be forever. No matter how good  you are in the later day, they will still have that bad thinking in their mind. So please don't. Especially abt money, dont simply lie to your parents you need money to pay for some school fee. In fact the money is use for your weekend getaway. WTH. Please go back to your sense as a Muslim. You may not see the consequence now, later?

So mamak & bapak and my close friends, please pray for my best here. I am away of my weekend gathering with family & friends back there in Miri though I fly back once a month, but still, I am freaking miss my Miri friends damn much. Thats why I am actively going to Kpop concert here, it relieve me much. Kpop give me positive vibe, and new friends. I dont want to involve with anything though I like jazz a lot, somehow the place its not for me to go alone.

till then.

its one year, clap clap

Yup, dah satu tahun (on 1 Dec) keja with the current Company. Time memang berlalu sungguh pantas. Work to same company but different hire. From 1 dec 2011 to April 2011, I was secondee, and starting on May which is 2nd May, my birthday, absorbed as staff. But my job scope still the same. Ah, I dont know if u guys understand that. Nevermind, the main point, its one year dy, clap clap.

and within that one year, i got transferred to KL office until June 2014, le sigh. Its 5 months now living here in KL. Positively its a great thing happened me di pindahkan g kl. Meet new people at work, mostly with the engineers title. pardon me i own engineering degree, but i dont do engineering. Haha. I just dont want to, instead i"m doing management thingy, no technical, which is my preference.

My work life
Hmmmmm..quite challenging lah. and considered as fresh graduates la kot. not even 3 years of experience when i got that Job. I told u, in my company, out of 6 with the same position, am the only female, am the youngest, am the lack experience one. I just dont know why boss hired me with this position bah. Of course la people under me, which 10 years experience,memang pike mcm2. its really really really tough in term of buidling relationship with them. sometimes rs nak nangis, nak brenti keja pun ada. Sib bait la masih ada rsa kesedaran. i hv lotssss more to learn, lots thing to think about, and lots more to show. I am sure I can survive.

Dear myself, be strong. 

Pleaseee, let me explore with u

I suddenly missed my Miri life so damn much. I like here in KL, but I dont really have friends to go out with. to explore Malacca, taste Negeri Sembilan cook, or even go to IKEA to browse through super great furniture. Oh, I know kpop have give good time here. but what to do when there is no KPOP event?

4 months already, and I don't really explore few great thing here, but I don't have company. In fact, I don't really get contact with people, because I am carless. For me, if i am the one who invite, i am the one who should provide accommodation. So is something like am just waiting for someone to invite me, which I think the percentage is too low, and thats why I am writing this. Hahaha..

So pity la kan.

Fan Account: Big Bang Galaxy Alive Tour 2012 Malaysia

Hi,

ready for my loonggg Fan account for Bigbang Galaxy Alive Tour Malaysia? Yeah, keep reading.

I first know Big Bang will held their first ever concert in Malaysia after Nisa told me, and yeah, she told me, "cun cun lepas raya aji". owh, so mmg sekda perasaan la juak, di sebabkan diri ini bkn VIP, tapi memandangkan aku mmg dah ada d kl, rsnya mmg akan pergi. Time ya juak BigBang comeback Fantastic Baby, Blue and Bad Boy. Tgga perf, omg, their stage perf mmg tip top. So decided, I'm aiming for Cat2.

My friend's friend volunteer to buy bulk ticket, but i was too late to decide, end up out of list. Nevermind, I will buy online. But during the ticket open sale at farenheit, it superduper fast selling. my cat2 SOLD OUT! I'm frustated and didnt think about it for about 2 weeks. And then find few tickt people selling online, but the price so HIGH!

Luckily organiser release another tickt for CAT 4 and CAT7, but i heard the news quite late, cat4 sold out. demit. Then i just bought CAT7, online.

and i suddenly longing for CAT 2 again, search through twitter and facebook, but the price again, too HIGH from original. And was frustated again.

One fine night, after back from Miri, browse through facebook, OMG, its final release ticket, got CAT 2. and i bought the ticket for CAT 2 straight away. and yeah!!!! SO HAPPY.

On the concert day:

from facebook and twitter, i saw lots of people already queue up at the entrance of stadium merdeka. So i just think, no need la too early, i need to save my energy for the big night. I went with my friends and we met at kl central about 230, lunch, and reach Stadium Merdeka about 330. and from kl-central to monorail station, heavy rain. So all my cantik2 rambut, cantik2 make up, cantik2 baju for Taeyang mmg musnah lahh.. nevermind lah. We didnt bring umbrella because the concert doesnt allow us to bring that. Last time SS3, our umbrella was taken. Uhh..

reach stadium merdeka, huge crowd! So we went for official and non-official merchandise shopping. I bought Official lightstick (no need long queue pun, i read one FA, she queue for and hour + for the official merchandise).. a headband and handband (pick randomly by ica without realise those handband got name, i got Taeyang for both.. so me and Taeyang, destined to be together, LOL).. So we did shopping, took pic, and yeah, met my senior.. took pic again.. and ready to queue. We start Queue around 530, and by 6, i already enter my CAT2 area.

#complain1: the entrance was not good at all, cat2, cat 3, cat 4 and cat 7, all in one area, only the front got division. I'm paying 588, but the queue system sucks much. They should organise the entrance for every CAT smoothly lah, no rebut2 like last time. huh

complain2: when i reached cat2 area, i see cat2 and cat3 area was wayy toooo different from the layout. Its good for Cat3 since the got 1/4 of the stage, but in the original layout, cat3 standing area is beside VIP, which is far from stage. I am frustated over this. rm100 is huge different bah. Half of the cat 3 area should belong to cat2. Ok, thanks. RITS, dont let this happen ever again.

and while waiting for the concert started, heavy rain again. Raincoat save us. and loner at cat2. About 8+, the concert start with the Big Bang in the capsule. and yeahhhhh!!!!! i cant believe it started alreadyyyyyyy!!!!!!

Alive Intro and Tonight start up the heat of the BIG BANG night. and i screamed as hard as i can. What I like from this concert?

1. The showmanship

All of the are energetic, and great. The vocal, the dance, the handsome, the great outfit. say it. all inside. LOL.

2. Speaking in English/Bahasa

When talking part, they speak in English, and even Bahasa Melayu. I like when Taeyang rap Aku Cinta Padamu etc2, and mention Malaysia quite number of time. This to show their appreciation to the fans. And i like what Seungri said during first talking part. "no rain can stop us". yeah! How good the spirit is?? 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0wtth1-hO-w&noredirect=1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dvPJFWvFcbQ&noredirect=1

credit to uploader

3. Close to Fans

I remembered a lot GD part, swag check swag check. "when i say swag, u say check" "swag" "check" "swag" "check". and really lovee this part. and when they ask crowd to follow them, say yea yea... say yeah yeah yeah... it sure make u go crazy..
Here is the video (credit to uploader)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YL0MaEuZ-EQ


4. Playful Taeyang

U know how playful Taeyang is. Urgh. Yeah absolutely he is my biased, so focus is more on him. So, this is the only video I upload. haha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=flji2qvw9gs

Please ignore my crazy scream. 

5. Seungri fancam
 After the Encore concert release from Bigbang Official youtube, i made a thorough study, just to find my face in Seungri Fancam. Here it is. Haha, its only in 1 freaking second! I can spot myself in the Seungri fancam. hahaha..

This is the Official fancam: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ud3iC9kVP8&feature=plcp&noredirect=1

This is the fancam took by kpophuntress, Seungri at first is where i was standing: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6OKGJi2ibKo&list=UUo5WSxMqONUD9UXxeb7ScKQ&noredirect=1


Overall, i really enjoy the concert to the fullest. Leher sangat sakit akibat over menjerit. Suju dtg pun ku x jerit gilak sampei sakit And i still have this post-concert fever. Even cry when watch haruharu fancam just now. Uh. So great.

By the way, i did homework before the concert, i googled the songs the will performed, download it and listen over and over again, about 3 weeks. and its work. i dont know the lyrics, but at least i know the song. Fantastic Baby was so great watch them perform live. I though GD seems bad boy, but he is totally not, but cute. i feel like grab him and put in my handbag forever. So CUTE! The magnae, seungri, seriously handsome in real live, different from tv. Ouh!!! GD, Teydaddy and Seungri are the 3 members i saw closed up, because they went to our side few times. and i like melting there.


Ok, i should end her. Sorry for my terrible typo, grammar, vocabulary etc etc. am toooo excited while typing these. I thought this going to be my first and last for big bang, but i dont think so. Luckily Singapore concert already passed, if not, i might be crazy enough to went there. Ja ne.

Morning Madness

Salam,

how many hours u guys spend besiap2 nak g keja? Sorry, post ini hanya utk org bekerja. let me do some calculation for mind

get up, buat senaman regangan badan, minum aek, temenung sekejap: 5 min
mandik: 5 minit
berus gigi+cuci muka = 5 minit (berus gigi kdg2 bleh smpei 5 minit..)
pasang contact lense + cuci bersih2 before pakei = 2 min (this one depends, mun mata ttba menyepet akibat terlebih tdo/kureng tdo, bleh smpei 5 minit

subuhing = 3 min
start mekap2 = 15 min
pakei baju plus tudong = 10 minit (depends juak, kdg2 tba2 tudong x jd, bleh jd lamakk lalu.


Total : 50 minutes

So I need to wake up atlis 1 hour before going to work. tapi2 kdg2 over tdo, mmg boleh jak shorten to 30 minutes.

and then my next route, from house to lrt = 10 minutes (di sebabkan lift yg agak lembap...)
dlm lrt adalah 20 minutes

So total up, mun mok sampei ofis by 8, i hv to take my company shuttle bus at 745 am. (the bus available every 15 min).

Itula pengurusan saya sehari2 semasa waktu bekerja, semenjak bekerja d ibu kota tok..cheesee.. lebih kurg sama juakla the time bekenu-miri, even shorter lah..

but yeah, living here quite tiring, i am carless. but looking at positive side, its good for me. luckily here recently soooo many kpop event coming. uhhh.. not that lucky la since u hv to spend few (or many for certain organiser cekik darah) to enjoy it.

Am going back to miri once a month, and i tried my best looking up airasia to go back to miri once every 3 weeks.

Till next post..

Be healthy

Hi yuols,

Dua minggu lepas was quite a not so good lah to me. Tetiba diserang pening yang amat. I consume few of paracetamol, then after referring to few website, tanda2 migraine lah. Supposely refer la g clinic o, agak doctor. but terasa amat naves. Huuuu. But I am looking forward for a consultation session, which i dont know when.

I dont really took good care of my health plus udara keyel tok nok sik berapala nak sehat. I eat less healthy food, sik eksesais. isk.. my only eksesais adalah turun nait jejantas nak g lrt station, which i think, okla.. haha. but x bepeloh pun, toksin still x kuar o..

Plus, semenjak menjadi peminat tegar kupi, its hard to stop la, but i tried slowly, replacing it with green tea or just plain water...

And yesterday i just had this migraine attack again, I slept early, got 8 hrs of sleep, but the pain still there. So I took 2 paracetamol this morning, the headache gone. Dear me, please take a good care of ur body and health condition. Camne nak standing for almost 3 hours tgga bigbang klak? lol..nak ngeso la tek, but yeah, trust me, bila anda adalah seorg yang bersemangat melihat konsert seperti saya, u need a healthy body. lol..

Ja ne.

Weekend drama I love: My husband got a Family

Hi there,

I like this weekend drama so much, watch it through kbsw though, feeling lebeh ckit bla tgga d tv, compare to lappy.

Title: My Husband got a Family
Air time: 650 -8 pm, weekend
Channel: kbs world ch 391

1) Its type of drama I can watch few times, same as 49days. The plot is so real, and maybe i am soo into korea thingy, i like it. Its love, family, in-lawss thingy culture in one drama.



2) Her husband is a doctor, and he is very nice, lovable, good to parents, make me so into this drama, lol. Cita2 zaman remaja adalah berkahwin dgn seorg doctor, sila ketawa guling-guling.

bye2 ^^

90 sen...

Assalam beautiful people,

Marek I read this blog post by fatin liyana, to summarise, she write about our hak la to something, and i strongly agreed by reading it, good post. and marek juak, am going to Times Square, carik baju non-branded murah k keja, seriously I like kedei2 d Times Square. quality not la that good kan, u need to be selective ckit la, pandei2 la crik benda best, and one thing, it is up-to-date fashion style. (my annoying prinsip: I am gorgeous wlupun memakai baju murah..LOL..sila muntah).

Back to main story, mok di jadikan cerita.. g la Watson mok beli mask & baby oil, and my friend g byr dolok, am queue behind her, and this Cashier, lady, promoted all she can about watson member card and all those. Seriously that negotiation with my friend took almost 5 minutes, 5 minutes banyak beza ok. Dah kwn ku pdh xmok, xpyhla mejal. Gik juak mejal. I told u, penah juakla few times da cashier watson promo those thing to me, but cdaknya xla mejal.. maybe desire of that Times Square watson is more than others kot, tapi i seriously dont like the way she promoted, as a customer, u will not attrack at all.

and then it is my turn, she asked "cik nak buat watson member card?" i said no with my hand gesture. thats it la tek, maybe she think I was rude, because when she wanted to explain more, i just said no. Mok di jadikan cerita, my total is 9.05sen, and for that case, i give her 10 sen, but she seems to ignore my 10 sen. i have so much coin in my purse, i dont want any 90sen to fill it. Since she didnt accept my 10 sen, then I just let the 10 sen there, and she gives me only 5 sen. i just took the balance, and think, maybe I salah tangga kot total tek, so i look back the receipt, yes, mine was betol lah, 9.05 sen, and suddenly my thought of what fatin liyana did over 2 ringgit came to me. even 90sen pun, hak juak ya. Usually i dont mind at all. 90 sen jak kan, sedekah jakla ngn watson yg dah kaya ya.. tp psl hak tek..

go back to the cashier, and told her, bukan my balance is 90 sen ker? thats y i give u 10 sen just now, to give me back rm1.05. And what menbengangkan, she said no SOOORRRRYYY at all padahal its obvious kot her mistake. She is cashier, she should be trained with all those numbering, weeiyy, even org tadika pun pandei kot berik balance 90 sen. Seriously, munla cashier ya pdh sorry miss, i could just let go those 90 sen.

ok, thats all my bebelan over cashier. sometimes i dont understand, why people with customer services related (cashier, banker, waiter, waitress etc) tok, not really understanding their job as providing customer services, please la layan customer dengan senyum, cayakla, even dengan senyum, marah pun jd x marah ok. tok muka menjus, mcmla kta beli berg or pesan mknn dgn berhutang. pelek eh.. bubye..

miri, i want you

hi there, salam ramadhan...
dah sbulan 4 ari dh menghuni d kl, a month at hotel, 4 days kt rumah sewa.and yeah! bleh x shoutout kl x best alu? i gv it a try for another 5 months, to give me good impression of kl. what i like about kl, brg murah. ya jaklaaaaa. g cne2 memey perlukan duitlah..g carefour terdekat, beli brg umah, dah spent rm12 just for transpot only. haiya.. sib baitla ada elaun knak berik oi. so maseh berkira2 mok mbak keta ka x, parking tmpt keja + kondo, total up 500 per month, gus k beli tket balit miri. hmmmm.

apa yg xbest gk? hmmm, to crowded. fuuuuuu.. bagi gadis desa seperti saya, keadaan yg aman selesa mmg sudah sebati dengan diri saya yer, kt skolah menengah, pun d area jaoh dr bndr, matrix kt labuan, pun keadaan yg x crowded glak. u, mmg kt kampung ahh. so i used to it, then suddenly i hv to move out from my super comfort zone, and i really think i need long long time to adapt to this urban environment. and do not suprise suddnly i feel like quitting. please someone d miri, yg dah keja ok, gaji ok2, pls take me out of here. hahaha. xmok keja, mok jd surirumah bleh? hehehe... tp lom ukup gk nak puaskan hati mak bapak dgn duit kedirik, and lom puas gik membelanjakan dirik sendiri. so i must say strong, mun tpaksa nangis, nangis la..mun rs marah, marahla, just dont give up.

i know, this is part of my living curve. be strong, be strong, be strong dear me!

Saxophone with Love: Borneo Jazz 2012.

Few week past and I just got my idea to voice out my opinion on Borneo Jazz 2012, which held on 11 and 12 May 2012, and this review is just about SAXOPHONE.

Pre-night
Actually this is my first time attending live jazz performance ever. I listened to jazz music, but not that a lot. Zee Avi, Yuna is a must, and few songs, can't remember. I was very excited to watch the performance, since the first time I saw the advertisement at my office notice board, and I was pretty confidence of my April payment will be given before the time, but it turned out something happen with the check, and on 9 May, I haven't receive my April pay. At last, manage to go, thanks for the Birthday present my housemate. I owe u much!

1st Night
I came alone, all my buddies cannot make it, with thousand of reasons. I enjoyed the night with my housemate, met few people, and yeah. socialite all the way.

First review goes to the first performance by FVE Project, thanks a lot for bringing a positive first impression of jazz live performance, the guitars, the bass, the drum, the keyboard, and mostly the saxophone, the combination of all this instrument make my body move without being force. From their own composed song to another familiar songs, I became more and more anticipated, until the end of their performance, encore please? What's really attract me the most is the Mr.Saxophone. He sings through his saxophone! OMG! I totally blown away, together with the other instruments. Truly amazing performance, I definitely will come again to their show in the near future. All are great!

thanks to my outspoken housemate, she snapped 2 pics with Mr.Saxophone, =). So sayang I did not bring my own camera.

Got the pic from reyanna.blogspot.com

The second review goes to the performance from Schalk Joubert's 3 Continents Sextext. Miss Shannon blown me away with the sound from the saxophone. For sure, the other peformers from the group were amazing, how they mix all the instrument become one great performance, its pleasure to audience. One hour just not enough.

The third one is Koh Mr.Saxman and Takeshi the Band. Combination of saxophone and singing by a lady, can't recall her name. But yeah nice. I would listened to this type of music, flowy, make u feel relaxed and calm, and can I say, romantic? hmmm. Maybe.

At the end of Koh performance, he brought along Shannon, and they battled each other with their Saxophone. OMG! This complete my 2 nights of Borneo Jazz. Why don't u bring Jeffny too Mr.Koh?

The second night end with all the performers back on stage (except few groups) with one last great performance.

Opps, Mr.Saxophone biased again. haha.

Overall Opinion, I will definitely come again for Borneo Jazz 2013. Its a great stress releasing event, and get to know more people around us. Hopefully I get Media Pass next year! Bye bye.

Hello

Assalam,

wow, long time of my hiatus Blog, so pity. Update?

Its been almost 4 months am no longer a lecturer. New job, new company. So far, ok. Its the one that I'm looking for, management. Thanks God. But of course there are certain people, might be not satisfied with what I got now. Well you never see how I work. Please dont be such a judgemental person. If  I am not desired for this post, why boss hire me? why? So I am working for my boss, reporting to him, not you. As simple as that. Nothing is free, of course I am doing my work. Even others work, ok. So stop your freaking underestimate thinking towards others. Opss.

As part of my new job, i will be relocating, so bye-bye soon Miri. Hopefully its only for 2 years, as per schedule. Of course, its a very sad news. But positively, its a very good opportunity. All the best to me.

Maybe not too late for me to list out 2012 resolution here:
1) Iphone Samsung Tab
2) South Korea, 10 days trip
3) To meet B2st! Jaebal.
4) 48 kg! Pleasee.
5) Boyfriend (hahaha)

Only 5, and it will kept update.

Bye now.

Almost 8 months old~

yeah, its almost 8 months old since I got my first ever permanent job. As lecturer. some of it bitter, some of it sweet. but lots of it so-so. so far as I put a lot of positive thinking on my current job, i like it. Not the same feeling as before. U know what, i never ever dream involve in teaching, but ended up with it. Some people might say, ada hikmah di sebalik nya. well, its true.

I hv few friends with same job~ ya, we share the story, most of it, almost the same. but few of them are friends with their students, I mean go to lunch or dinner together, or texting each other, or add their facebook. Me, i don't do that. I just teach them, get friendly with them in class, and treat them equally, no race issue. But of course, we not that skema in class, laugh, or share their hometown stories, and recently I talk a lot about kpop. LOL.

'miss, can I add ur facebook?". its a no. I dont know why, I dont even add my family members. Its just friends list, haha. I mean, if I share my facebook, means that I share my life with them. Some of my feeling cant be shared to students. ah, hard to explain. As the name stated, its social network, I dont include students in my social network. in the mean time, its like that.

For me, I tried to be as professional as I can. I want a barrier between students and lecturer, so they can respect me. Am I too skema? maybe. But Its good for me.

foe example, since the students here is not high ranking student, its average and below, so lots of work needed. I tried to give them harder questions, so that they can learn more. Some of them will not come to class, because they dont want to study but their parent want them to further, and lots more.

Recently one of my student ask me do I like Beast? I said yes, why? and then he said he saw my carsticker with mybeauty fanclub signage. he also fanboy of Beast. Since that, he asked lots question bout beast, even dance in class, of course after the teaching session finished. I do share Kpop things, haha.

so far life good, work 8 - 430 pm. Reach home and watch kbs variety programmes. Sometimes go out for movie or just eat. Marriage? I dont think so I am ready for it. Thanks God I am sarawakians, for us, marriage at older age is not a big issues. I hv lots more to achieve. I am not definitely looking for Korean, though I like them. Haha~ Good Bye.

Supplement

its been ages i havent took supplement for my health~ just Vitamin C, but trust me, I only took it like few days in a week. No discipline at all.

Just starting from this week, I bought this supplement recommended by my friend looong time ago~ Yaeyama Chlorella, u can find it at Cosway.



I took it starting from Monday (4 July 2011) and of course can't see the effect now. I will do the review again for next 2 months.

I seen this microalgae before during my final year, to be exact, I did the Chaetoceros calcitrans and my friend under the same supervisor did this Chlorella, I admire the green colour, my calcitrans is plain brown~ haha.

Lets see what will be the result after few weeks. I am 25, less exercise, I just exercised by dance to Kpop song, really make u sweat, LOL. This year, I've been infected by fever 4th times, which is for me, not good.

Another main reason, I need to loss some weight~ just a few, not too thin. I've been staying at home with family around which food is not a problem (compare during my study life~ haha). My siblings~ all of them are Big in size, tall, fat builder, haha ~ For my sake, I will avoid it.. I am short + petite (not so lah).

I love to eat unhealthy food~ and the result will increase my weight, thats the problem, ahaha..

*** I dont hv issue for big size, its just for my sake***

Bye-bam~

Dilemma

1. Beast Fan Meeting
If I got the free ticket from Era.fm or animax, I will go to the Fan Meeting. Can afford the ticket price. (aigo~ why ur noona is moneyless!), but still, depends on the Air Ticket. (again, moneyless!).

2. MTV World Stage 2011

Surely will get the passes for the world stage 2011 which featuring, again, Beast! But still in dilemma wether I should go or not. its July and its my Vavi named Kwangkwang Birthday (his birthday~ -.-")! Dang.

Still in thinking process~ now its 75% give up for both.

***I am just a B2uty for about 1 month++.

***I am moneyless, but dream very very high!

***apply for annual leave is very impossible during teaching semester~ the first warning already given for SS3 last March.Haha

***this is just duniawi~ back to reality please. ^_^

*Footnote: B2uty is fan name for Beast~

Gikwang ah~ noona want to see you! (owh, telebih suda)

Hair Style

What hair style nice to see? Looks good? change your face totally? Just to highlight about my like-to-see guy hair style. I called it eyebrow cover hairstyle. LOL. The front, the hair will cover up to eyebrows, at back, it trim neatly around neck~

recently spotted Tamin of Shinee in Oh! my school with this hair

The 1st person who introduce me this fabulous hairstyle is...

Ryeowook of Super Junior during No Others (this is my starting point fell in love with Super Junior)

credit: http://wookiewonderland.wordpress.com

I can remember who is the second one. But the newest 1 is~

Dong Woon from Beast for Fiction and Fact. Oh mai~ Gorgeous! (too sad I'm moneyless to make it to their fanmeeting this July *scream*)

credit: b2strising

and others:

Young Saeng for Let It Go ~

credit: ratushay.blogspot.com


Juh Hyung from Beast (Fiction and Fact)

credit: b2strising

 There some more, but can't remember all~

owh, all korean? no lah. recently i saw Hazama. This hair suit him well. Congrates to him, he is the only reason I watched AF9 apart from Paknil. ^^



Super Show 3

Annyeong Haseyo~ ^^

So, at last, I managed to go and see Super Junior, Super Show 3, Kuala Lumpur, 19 March 2011. Seriously, still can't believe. We barely made it to the concert. 1) the concert was about to cancel, luckily, it not. 2) we already bought air ticket a few months earlier before the concert, but the concert date~~changed, one week earlier -.-". We bought the new tickets and here we were, at the concert. Just share some pict i took from the concert (please ignore my taking pict skills..LOL)

1. This is the stadium before the concert begin~rock pitt still got empty spaces, but during the concert, its full~I was sitting at the upper zone. Quite far but the view is awesome~

 the concert started, scream loudly their name as they heard u, hahaha....

 this is my fav pict because my husband was looking at me (perasan)~~owh, the blur part is my finger..I am toooo excited he looked at me~~hahaha



all i could say~ their performanship is verryyyy good. Daebak! it worth very penny. Cant wait for ss4.

Gracias

There's a time when you feel really down. Its like cycle of life, and my place is really at the bottom, now and I don't know when it will stop. (soon please).

There's a time when you really want to cry, but you can't cry until your chest hurt, can't breath, even you gulp lots of water it wouldn't work.

There's a time, when you have to put on your very fake smile and laugh, when inside its really full of worries and unhappiness thought

There's a time, when you really feel about to commit suicide, or involve in car accident, just to get rid of those feeling, yes.

There's a time when you always keep on positive thinking but in the end, still negative result.

Maybe this is wake up call 'he' said about. Move on. I'll find my way!

Annyeong~

Last omelan for this year.

Welcoming the year of 2011. Waiting for it? Sure. Hope 2011 jadi lebih baik dari tahun tahun sebelumnya. Mungkin some haven't achieve all this year resolution. Including me lah. I wrote it for sure.

I read one of my friends fb status regarding resolution, she was not wrote about new year resolution, instead she wrote about the 100 things to do before die.

I remembered during my Module training on October, we are required to list down 100 things to done/own or whatever in life. I still have 70 empty spaces for that. Thats so me lah. Have to complete it soon.

And for the year of 2011, I will face new environment, new people. Hmm, I got the guideline last few days, seriously freak me out. I always have negative thinking regarding this new task. OMG, am I able to do this? All the negative thought surround me easily. Still have it till now. T_T *scream*

Happy New Year 2011

Lucky~

Hi~

I guess not too late to congratulate Lin Dan for his victory..bravo~no bias issues~ Lucky? No lah..victory came from his really tremendous continuous effort..

OMG, he got the Job that I really want..he was such a lucky guy..Lucky? I don't think so~
1. Study and perform during study and get good cgpa
2. not that good cgpa but yet prove he got lots of potential through interview skill
3. Using so called orang dalam? True, but I don't think any company will employed them if they cant see any good from them. I don't know how to explain but I can use analogy

                 ~2 guys come to meet his GF parents, 1st guys, very smart, neat, confiden~ 2nd guys, look so-so, not determined etc.. of course parents will turn to the 1st guys~ not all, but mostly the first impression is important~

Shoot, they got that parking space.I wandering here for almost half an hour and they just came and got the parking 1st before me? what the heck?

Haha~always happened..This is sometime relate to lucky..yes..but someone told us during the module ''always say to yourself, I will get the parking space'' or in other word, said positive words..insyaAllah..it works..

To all my GP friends~ All the best..

p/s: our former Pengetua said, don't use Good Luck as a wish, instead, change it to All the best~go beyond the best~ because Good Luck somehow doesn't apply to everybody..but when you said all the best~we will do the best..bukan setakat termampu...

Appreciation~~

Annyeonghaseyo,

Glad tuition week (a.k.a Teaching week) is over. Will have extra time to focus on life matter, to be exact, future matter. All the best. And today I'm planning to complete marking task for 1 subject and another subject tomorrow.

There is a reflection assignment of student, what they think of the Unit. And this is what he wrote (one of my student)

The mark for the first report has not achieved the target the team has hoped for, and as a leader I must take full responsibility for the disappointing results. But the extra guidance from the tutor, Ms Sherizan, has helped to improve for the final report. The enthusiasm and workload shown by certain group mates has helped to improve the progress of the report which shows the team spirit is still there despite the setbacks. The tireless spirit they have shown, coupled with Ms Sherizan’s extra guidance, has been the motivation for me to thrive further not only in the report writing but to my studies, which greatly reduces my burden and worries of the team’s EFDP position.

Haha. I don't know his intention to get higher mark or what, but I really appreciate this. Thanks a lot.

Happy Depavali~