Trust ~ an emo post

Pergh, last post 5 Dec and I suddenly want to write. Yes, am writing surely because I got a lot of things in my mind, I need to let it go by share the story.

Worklife, getting busier. Few ups & downs alongside. From handling one project on 2011, now grew up to 4 projects. Last time, out of 8 working hrs, only 4-6 its doing core works. and now, 8 hrs is not enough. going back when the sun is down. However I tried as much as possible to go back early, cuz I dont like being in office for long working hours. but good then, I actually love being busy than sit with nothing to do.

So I had this appraisal session with my Lead, I can sense his attention to get me permanently here in KL. So I am certain, I will be not forever, but gonna be long staying here. I really need to think for business opportunity now, cant work forever.

so that is worklife update so far.

Let me switch to another topic which is trust. I've been in boarding school since the age of 13. I think that 5+1+4 years of being away from family built the trust of my parents & I. My mom rule is really simple, you can go anywhere you can, but use ur own money. Simple right? I didn't lie to them, please dont. And I am pretty good with money management. haha. trust me. I used my jpa money wisely during my study year. Even if I didnt got any fund, I still will use money wisely. because I know, how hard my parents working for money back then. We are not rich okay.

So, thanks to my parents for their hardwork, I am able to stand today and for the future InshaAllah.

My simple advise:
- dont lie to parents - once you lost their trust, I guarantee you, its gonna be forever. No matter how good  you are in the later day, they will still have that bad thinking in their mind. So please don't. Especially abt money, dont simply lie to your parents you need money to pay for some school fee. In fact the money is use for your weekend getaway. WTH. Please go back to your sense as a Muslim. You may not see the consequence now, later?

So mamak & bapak and my close friends, please pray for my best here. I am away of my weekend gathering with family & friends back there in Miri though I fly back once a month, but still, I am freaking miss my Miri friends damn much. Thats why I am actively going to Kpop concert here, it relieve me much. Kpop give me positive vibe, and new friends. I dont want to involve with anything though I like jazz a lot, somehow the place its not for me to go alone.

till then.

its one year, clap clap

Yup, dah satu tahun (on 1 Dec) keja with the current Company. Time memang berlalu sungguh pantas. Work to same company but different hire. From 1 dec 2011 to April 2011, I was secondee, and starting on May which is 2nd May, my birthday, absorbed as staff. But my job scope still the same. Ah, I dont know if u guys understand that. Nevermind, the main point, its one year dy, clap clap.

and within that one year, i got transferred to KL office until June 2014, le sigh. Its 5 months now living here in KL. Positively its a great thing happened me di pindahkan g kl. Meet new people at work, mostly with the engineers title. pardon me i own engineering degree, but i dont do engineering. Haha. I just dont want to, instead i"m doing management thingy, no technical, which is my preference.

My work life
Hmmmmm..quite challenging lah. and considered as fresh graduates la kot. not even 3 years of experience when i got that Job. I told u, in my company, out of 6 with the same position, am the only female, am the youngest, am the lack experience one. I just dont know why boss hired me with this position bah. Of course la people under me, which 10 years experience,memang pike mcm2. its really really really tough in term of buidling relationship with them. sometimes rs nak nangis, nak brenti keja pun ada. Sib bait la masih ada rsa kesedaran. i hv lotssss more to learn, lots thing to think about, and lots more to show. I am sure I can survive.

Dear myself, be strong. 

Pleaseee, let me explore with u

I suddenly missed my Miri life so damn much. I like here in KL, but I dont really have friends to go out with. to explore Malacca, taste Negeri Sembilan cook, or even go to IKEA to browse through super great furniture. Oh, I know kpop have give good time here. but what to do when there is no KPOP event?

4 months already, and I don't really explore few great thing here, but I don't have company. In fact, I don't really get contact with people, because I am carless. For me, if i am the one who invite, i am the one who should provide accommodation. So is something like am just waiting for someone to invite me, which I think the percentage is too low, and thats why I am writing this. Hahaha..

So pity la kan.

Fan Account: Big Bang Galaxy Alive Tour 2012 Malaysia

Hi,

ready for my loonggg Fan account for Bigbang Galaxy Alive Tour Malaysia? Yeah, keep reading.

I first know Big Bang will held their first ever concert in Malaysia after Nisa told me, and yeah, she told me, "cun cun lepas raya aji". owh, so mmg sekda perasaan la juak, di sebabkan diri ini bkn VIP, tapi memandangkan aku mmg dah ada d kl, rsnya mmg akan pergi. Time ya juak BigBang comeback Fantastic Baby, Blue and Bad Boy. Tgga perf, omg, their stage perf mmg tip top. So decided, I'm aiming for Cat2.

My friend's friend volunteer to buy bulk ticket, but i was too late to decide, end up out of list. Nevermind, I will buy online. But during the ticket open sale at farenheit, it superduper fast selling. my cat2 SOLD OUT! I'm frustated and didnt think about it for about 2 weeks. And then find few tickt people selling online, but the price so HIGH!

Luckily organiser release another tickt for CAT 4 and CAT7, but i heard the news quite late, cat4 sold out. demit. Then i just bought CAT7, online.

and i suddenly longing for CAT 2 again, search through twitter and facebook, but the price again, too HIGH from original. And was frustated again.

One fine night, after back from Miri, browse through facebook, OMG, its final release ticket, got CAT 2. and i bought the ticket for CAT 2 straight away. and yeah!!!! SO HAPPY.

On the concert day:

from facebook and twitter, i saw lots of people already queue up at the entrance of stadium merdeka. So i just think, no need la too early, i need to save my energy for the big night. I went with my friends and we met at kl central about 230, lunch, and reach Stadium Merdeka about 330. and from kl-central to monorail station, heavy rain. So all my cantik2 rambut, cantik2 make up, cantik2 baju for Taeyang mmg musnah lahh.. nevermind lah. We didnt bring umbrella because the concert doesnt allow us to bring that. Last time SS3, our umbrella was taken. Uhh..

reach stadium merdeka, huge crowd! So we went for official and non-official merchandise shopping. I bought Official lightstick (no need long queue pun, i read one FA, she queue for and hour + for the official merchandise).. a headband and handband (pick randomly by ica without realise those handband got name, i got Taeyang for both.. so me and Taeyang, destined to be together, LOL).. So we did shopping, took pic, and yeah, met my senior.. took pic again.. and ready to queue. We start Queue around 530, and by 6, i already enter my CAT2 area.

#complain1: the entrance was not good at all, cat2, cat 3, cat 4 and cat 7, all in one area, only the front got division. I'm paying 588, but the queue system sucks much. They should organise the entrance for every CAT smoothly lah, no rebut2 like last time. huh

complain2: when i reached cat2 area, i see cat2 and cat3 area was wayy toooo different from the layout. Its good for Cat3 since the got 1/4 of the stage, but in the original layout, cat3 standing area is beside VIP, which is far from stage. I am frustated over this. rm100 is huge different bah. Half of the cat 3 area should belong to cat2. Ok, thanks. RITS, dont let this happen ever again.

and while waiting for the concert started, heavy rain again. Raincoat save us. and loner at cat2. About 8+, the concert start with the Big Bang in the capsule. and yeahhhhh!!!!! i cant believe it started alreadyyyyyyy!!!!!!

Alive Intro and Tonight start up the heat of the BIG BANG night. and i screamed as hard as i can. What I like from this concert?

1. The showmanship

All of the are energetic, and great. The vocal, the dance, the handsome, the great outfit. say it. all inside. LOL.

2. Speaking in English/Bahasa

When talking part, they speak in English, and even Bahasa Melayu. I like when Taeyang rap Aku Cinta Padamu etc2, and mention Malaysia quite number of time. This to show their appreciation to the fans. And i like what Seungri said during first talking part. "no rain can stop us". yeah! How good the spirit is?? 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0wtth1-hO-w&noredirect=1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dvPJFWvFcbQ&noredirect=1

credit to uploader

3. Close to Fans

I remembered a lot GD part, swag check swag check. "when i say swag, u say check" "swag" "check" "swag" "check". and really lovee this part. and when they ask crowd to follow them, say yea yea... say yeah yeah yeah... it sure make u go crazy..
Here is the video (credit to uploader)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YL0MaEuZ-EQ


4. Playful Taeyang

U know how playful Taeyang is. Urgh. Yeah absolutely he is my biased, so focus is more on him. So, this is the only video I upload. haha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=flji2qvw9gs

Please ignore my crazy scream. 

5. Seungri fancam
 After the Encore concert release from Bigbang Official youtube, i made a thorough study, just to find my face in Seungri Fancam. Here it is. Haha, its only in 1 freaking second! I can spot myself in the Seungri fancam. hahaha..

This is the Official fancam: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ud3iC9kVP8&feature=plcp&noredirect=1

This is the fancam took by kpophuntress, Seungri at first is where i was standing: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6OKGJi2ibKo&list=UUo5WSxMqONUD9UXxeb7ScKQ&noredirect=1


Overall, i really enjoy the concert to the fullest. Leher sangat sakit akibat over menjerit. Suju dtg pun ku x jerit gilak sampei sakit And i still have this post-concert fever. Even cry when watch haruharu fancam just now. Uh. So great.

By the way, i did homework before the concert, i googled the songs the will performed, download it and listen over and over again, about 3 weeks. and its work. i dont know the lyrics, but at least i know the song. Fantastic Baby was so great watch them perform live. I though GD seems bad boy, but he is totally not, but cute. i feel like grab him and put in my handbag forever. So CUTE! The magnae, seungri, seriously handsome in real live, different from tv. Ouh!!! GD, Teydaddy and Seungri are the 3 members i saw closed up, because they went to our side few times. and i like melting there.


Ok, i should end her. Sorry for my terrible typo, grammar, vocabulary etc etc. am toooo excited while typing these. I thought this going to be my first and last for big bang, but i dont think so. Luckily Singapore concert already passed, if not, i might be crazy enough to went there. Ja ne.

Morning Madness

Salam,

how many hours u guys spend besiap2 nak g keja? Sorry, post ini hanya utk org bekerja. let me do some calculation for mind

get up, buat senaman regangan badan, minum aek, temenung sekejap: 5 min
mandik: 5 minit
berus gigi+cuci muka = 5 minit (berus gigi kdg2 bleh smpei 5 minit..)
pasang contact lense + cuci bersih2 before pakei = 2 min (this one depends, mun mata ttba menyepet akibat terlebih tdo/kureng tdo, bleh smpei 5 minit

subuhing = 3 min
start mekap2 = 15 min
pakei baju plus tudong = 10 minit (depends juak, kdg2 tba2 tudong x jd, bleh jd lamakk lalu.


Total : 50 minutes

So I need to wake up atlis 1 hour before going to work. tapi2 kdg2 over tdo, mmg boleh jak shorten to 30 minutes.

and then my next route, from house to lrt = 10 minutes (di sebabkan lift yg agak lembap...)
dlm lrt adalah 20 minutes

So total up, mun mok sampei ofis by 8, i hv to take my company shuttle bus at 745 am. (the bus available every 15 min).

Itula pengurusan saya sehari2 semasa waktu bekerja, semenjak bekerja d ibu kota tok..cheesee.. lebih kurg sama juakla the time bekenu-miri, even shorter lah..

but yeah, living here quite tiring, i am carless. but looking at positive side, its good for me. luckily here recently soooo many kpop event coming. uhhh.. not that lucky la since u hv to spend few (or many for certain organiser cekik darah) to enjoy it.

Am going back to miri once a month, and i tried my best looking up airasia to go back to miri once every 3 weeks.

Till next post..

Be healthy

Hi yuols,

Dua minggu lepas was quite a not so good lah to me. Tetiba diserang pening yang amat. I consume few of paracetamol, then after referring to few website, tanda2 migraine lah. Supposely refer la g clinic o, agak doctor. but terasa amat naves. Huuuu. But I am looking forward for a consultation session, which i dont know when.

I dont really took good care of my health plus udara keyel tok nok sik berapala nak sehat. I eat less healthy food, sik eksesais. isk.. my only eksesais adalah turun nait jejantas nak g lrt station, which i think, okla.. haha. but x bepeloh pun, toksin still x kuar o..

Plus, semenjak menjadi peminat tegar kupi, its hard to stop la, but i tried slowly, replacing it with green tea or just plain water...

And yesterday i just had this migraine attack again, I slept early, got 8 hrs of sleep, but the pain still there. So I took 2 paracetamol this morning, the headache gone. Dear me, please take a good care of ur body and health condition. Camne nak standing for almost 3 hours tgga bigbang klak? lol..nak ngeso la tek, but yeah, trust me, bila anda adalah seorg yang bersemangat melihat konsert seperti saya, u need a healthy body. lol..

Ja ne.

Weekend drama I love: My husband got a Family

Hi there,

I like this weekend drama so much, watch it through kbsw though, feeling lebeh ckit bla tgga d tv, compare to lappy.

Title: My Husband got a Family
Air time: 650 -8 pm, weekend
Channel: kbs world ch 391

1) Its type of drama I can watch few times, same as 49days. The plot is so real, and maybe i am soo into korea thingy, i like it. Its love, family, in-lawss thingy culture in one drama.



2) Her husband is a doctor, and he is very nice, lovable, good to parents, make me so into this drama, lol. Cita2 zaman remaja adalah berkahwin dgn seorg doctor, sila ketawa guling-guling.

bye2 ^^