SaKura Bloom

Almost 8 months old~

2011-08-23T22:51:00.000-07:00

yeah, its almost 8 months old since I got my first ever permanent job. As lecturer. some of it bitter, some of it sweet. but lots of it so-so. so far as I put a lot of positive thinking on my current job, i like it. Not the same feeling as before. U know what, i never ever dream involve in teaching, but ended up with it. Some people might say, ada hikmah di sebalik nya. well, its true.

I hv few friends with same job~ ya, we share the story, most of it, almost the same. but few of them are friends with their students, I mean go to lunch or dinner together, or texting each other, or add their facebook. Me, i don't do that. I just teach them, get friendly with them in class, and treat them equally, no race issue. But of course, we not that skema in class, laugh, or share their hometown stories, and recently I talk a lot about kpop. LOL.

'miss, can I add ur facebook?". its a no. I dont know why, I dont even add my family members. Its just friends list, haha. I mean, if I share my facebook, means that I share my life with them. Some of my feeling cant be shared to students. ah, hard to explain. As the name stated, its social network, I dont include students in my social network. in the mean time, its like that.

For me, I tried to be as professional as I can. I want a barrier between students and lecturer, so they can respect me. Am I too skema? maybe. But Its good for me.

foe example, since the students here is not high ranking student, its average and below, so lots of work needed. I tried to give them harder questions, so that they can learn more. Some of them will not come to class, because they dont want to study but their parent want them to further, and lots more.

Recently one of my student ask me do I like Beast? I said yes, why? and then he said he saw my carsticker with mybeauty fanclub signage. he also fanboy of Beast. Since that, he asked lots question bout beast, even dance in class, of course after the teaching session finished. I do share Kpop things, haha.

so far life good, work 8 - 430 pm. Reach home and watch kbs variety programmes. Sometimes go out for movie or just eat. Marriage? I dont think so I am ready for it. Thanks God I am sarawakians, for us, marriage at older age is not a big issues. I hv lots more to achieve. I am not definitely looking for Korean, though I like them. Haha~ Good Bye.

Supplement

2011-07-06T19:00:00.000-07:00

its been ages i havent took supplement for my health~ just Vitamin C, but trust me, I only took it like few days in a week. No discipline at all.

Just starting from this week, I bought this supplement recommended by my friend looong time ago~ Yaeyama Chlorella, u can find it at Cosway.

I took it starting from Monday (4 July 2011) and of course can't see the effect now. I will do the review again for next 2 months.

I seen this microalgae before during my final year, to be exact, I did the Chaetoceros calcitrans and my friend under the same supervisor did this Chlorella, I admire the green colour, my calcitrans is plain brown~ haha.

Lets see what will be the result after few weeks. I am 25, less exercise, I just exercised by dance to Kpop song, really make u sweat, LOL. This year, I've been infected by fever 4th times, which is for me, not good.

Another main reason, I need to loss some weight~ just a few, not too thin. I've been staying at home with family around which food is not a problem (compare during my study life~ haha). My siblings~ all of them are Big in size, tall, fat builder, haha ~ For my sake, I will avoid it.. I am short + petite (not so lah).

I love to eat unhealthy food~ and the result will increase my weight, thats the problem, ahaha..

*** I dont hv issue for big size, its just for my sake***

Bye-bam~

Dilemma

2011-06-21T18:38:00.000-07:00

1. Beast Fan Meeting
If I got the free ticket from Era.fm or animax, I will go to the Fan Meeting. Can afford the ticket price. (aigo~ why ur noona is moneyless!), but still, depends on the Air Ticket. (again, moneyless!).

2. MTV World Stage 2011

Surely will get the passes for the world stage 2011 which featuring, again, Beast! But still in dilemma wether I should go or not. its July and its my Vavi named Kwangkwang Birthday (his birthday~ -.-")! Dang.

Still in thinking process~ now its 75% give up for both.

***I am just a B2uty for about 1 month++.

***I am moneyless, but dream very very high!

***apply for annual leave is very impossible during teaching semester~ the first warning already given for SS3 last March.Haha

***this is just duniawi~ back to reality please. ^_^

*Footnote: B2uty is fan name for Beast~

Gikwang ah~ noona want to see you! (owh, telebih suda)

Hair Style

2011-06-13T19:54:00.000-07:00

What hair style nice to see? Looks good? change your face totally? Just to highlight about my like-to-see guy hair style. I called it eyebrow cover hairstyle. LOL. The front, the hair will cover up to eyebrows, at back, it trim neatly around neck~

recently spotted Tamin of Shinee in Oh! my school with this hair

The 1st person who introduce me this fabulous hairstyle is...

Ryeowook of Super Junior during No Others (this is my starting point fell in love with Super Junior)

credit: http://wookiewonderland.wordpress.com

I can remember who is the second one. But the newest 1 is~

Dong Woon from Beast for Fiction and Fact. Oh mai~ Gorgeous! (too sad I'm moneyless to make it to their fanmeeting this July *scream*)

credit: b2strising

and others:

Young Saeng for Let It Go ~

credit: ratushay.blogspot.com

Juh Hyung from Beast (Fiction and Fact)

credit: b2strising

There some more, but can't remember all~

owh, all korean? no lah. recently i saw Hazama. This hair suit him well. Congrates to him, he is the only reason I watched AF9 apart from Paknil. ^^

Super Show 3

2011-05-11T01:25:00.000-07:00

Annyeong Haseyo~ ^^

So, at last, I managed to go and see Super Junior, Super Show 3, Kuala Lumpur, 19 March 2011. Seriously, still can't believe. We barely made it to the concert. 1) the concert was about to cancel, luckily, it not. 2) we already bought air ticket a few months earlier before the concert, but the concert date~~changed, one week earlier -.-". We bought the new tickets and here we were, at the concert. Just share some pict i took from the concert (please ignore my taking pict skills..LOL)

1. This is the stadium before the concert begin~rock pitt still got empty spaces, but during the concert, its full~I was sitting at the upper zone. Quite far but the view is awesome~

the concert started, scream loudly their name as they heard u, hahaha....

this is my fav pict because my husband was looking at me (perasan)~~owh, the blur part is my finger..I am toooo excited he looked at me~~hahaha

all i could say~ their performanship is verryyyy good. Daebak! it worth very penny. Cant wait for ss4.

Gracias

2011-01-15T18:36:00.000-08:00

There's a time when you feel really down. Its like cycle of life, and my place is really at the bottom, now and I don't know when it will stop. (soon please).

There's a time when you really want to cry, but you can't cry until your chest hurt, can't breath, even you gulp lots of water it wouldn't work.

There's a time, when you have to put on your very fake smile and laugh, when inside its really full of worries and unhappiness thought

There's a time, when you really feel about to commit suicide, or involve in car accident, just to get rid of those feeling, yes.

There's a time when you always keep on positive thinking but in the end, still negative result.

Maybe this is wake up call 'he' said about. Move on. I'll find my way!

Annyeong~

2010-12-31T05:29:00.000-08:00

Last omelan for this year.

Welcoming the year of 2011. Waiting for it? Sure. Hope 2011 jadi lebih baik dari tahun tahun sebelumnya. Mungkin some haven't achieve all this year resolution. Including me lah. I wrote it for sure.

I read one of my friends fb status regarding resolution, she was not wrote about new year resolution, instead she wrote about the 100 things to do before die.

I remembered during my Module training on October, we are required to list down 100 things to done/own or whatever in life. I still have 70 empty spaces for that. Thats so me lah. Have to complete it soon.

And for the year of 2011, I will face new environment, new people. Hmm, I got the guideline last few days, seriously freak me out. I always have negative thinking regarding this new task. OMG, am I able to do this? All the negative thought surround me easily. Still have it till now. T_T *scream*

Happy New Year 2011

Lucky~

2010-11-22T23:55:00.000-08:00

Hi~

I guess not too late to congratulate Lin Dan for his victory..bravo~no bias issues~ Lucky? No lah..victory came from his really tremendous continuous effort..

OMG, he got the Job that I really want..he was such a lucky guy..Lucky? I don't think so~
1. Study and perform during study and get good cgpa
2. not that good cgpa but yet prove he got lots of potential through interview skill
3. Using so called orang dalam? True, but I don't think any company will employed them if they cant see any good from them. I don't know how to explain but I can use analogy

~2 guys come to meet his GF parents, 1st guys, very smart, neat, confiden~ 2nd guys, look so-so, not determined etc.. of course parents will turn to the 1st guys~ not all, but mostly the first impression is important~

Shoot, they got that parking space.I wandering here for almost half an hour and they just came and got the parking 1st before me? what the heck?

Haha~always happened..This is sometime relate to lucky..yes..but someone told us during the module ''always say to yourself, I will get the parking space'' or in other word, said positive words..insyaAllah..it works..

To all my GP friends~ All the best..

p/s: our former Pengetua said, don't use Good Luck as a wish, instead, change it to All the best~go beyond the best~ because Good Luck somehow doesn't apply to everybody..but when you said all the best~we will do the best..bukan setakat termampu...

Appreciation~~

2010-11-07T18:52:00.000-08:00

Annyeonghaseyo,

Glad tuition week (a.k.a Teaching week) is over. Will have extra time to focus on life matter, to be exact, future matter. All the best. And today I'm planning to complete marking task for 1 subject and another subject tomorrow.

There is a reflection assignment of student, what they think of the Unit. And this is what he wrote (one of my student)

The mark for the first report has not achieved the target the team has hoped for, and as a leader I must take full responsibility for the disappointing results. But the extra guidance from the tutor, Ms Sherizan, has helped to improve for the final report. The enthusiasm and workload shown by certain group mates has helped to improve the progress of the report which shows the team spirit is still there despite the setbacks. The tireless spirit they have shown, coupled with Ms Sherizan’s extra guidance, has been the motivation for me to thrive further not only in the report writing but to my studies, which greatly reduces my burden and worries of the team’s EFDP position.

Haha. I don't know his intention to get higher mark or what, but I really appreciate this. Thanks a lot.

Happy Depavali~

Airplanes or shooting stars?

2010-10-11T00:47:00.000-07:00

Hi

anda penah kena tinggal belon (flight)? Well, Aku bersyukur haven't left out by flight so far. Dalam mimpi pernah. Quite few times la. I remembered last few years, my friends becerita at me, beliau kena tinggal flight. The check in kaunter closed already. Then I asked, what time did you check in. Then he say bla bla bla. Owh, I know already. Sila lihat tiket anda sebelum berjalan ok. Certain syarikat penerbangan memang menetapkan syarat sebelum berlepas. Check in start pukul berapa, check out pukul brapa (eh, ada kah check out? lol). Its up to our sensitivity towards time, and of course our time management.

Last week, I heard the same things. Just a reminder to me myself and people, silalah standby awal pg airport check in. This airplanes may not same as that airplanes. Most important things, read. Its wide range of Power of Reading (which sometimes I'm not applying this statement, haha).

Bye

So Long

2010-09-27T22:30:00.000-07:00

Hi...so long...

just now I viewed one of my friend blogsite and suprise to see I haven't blogging for 3 months..quite long..

Tadi berchit Chat dengan kawan lama, Bassy sebelum meeting untuk EFDP unit. Quite interesting chat, about job nowadays..I met her once a week at least for our EFDP team meeting, but never chit chatting about life things..unfortunately the meeting was boring...hard to keep focusing especially after having a tapau of mee goreng to mengelakkan perut berbunyi dalam 2 hours (and ++) meeting...will be continue this afternoon @4 or maybe 5.

is it time to move on? yes
is it time love what you do now? yes

Things happen for a GOOD reason (Tucker)

Pengilan Kawen

2010-06-13T23:08:00.000-07:00

Musim cuti skolah adalah musim orang kawen...haha...betol betol betol...

alkisah hari kawen. Kalau kt kampung aku, kalau ada orang sekampung kawen..adalah menjadi kewajipan satu kampung menolong antara satu sama lain menyediakan juadah, memasak, lap2 pinggan etc. selalunya sehari sebelom majlis dah busy. sambil buat keja mengupas bawang dan banyak lagi, sambil becerita (owh...koman ini benda). Banyak cerita. Antara yang paling selalu di dengar adalah lawak lucah makcik2. haha. Layan sajalah walaupun aku kadang-kadang tidak paham (Bukan tunjuk baik, tapi memang tidak paham ye).

Kebetulan semasa majlis minggu lepas, hujan turun dengan lebat. Menurut kata orang tua tua, kalau taknak hujan turun masa majlis (hujan turun or majlis berjalan lancar..not sure), kena baling baju bakal pengantin atas atap rumah. Sorang makcik buat lawak ''mungkin dia salah baling baju kot..mungkin dia baling baju A (abang kepada si pengantin)...itula hujan turun''...selepas itu, bersambung2 lawak yang di kemukakan oleh makcik tersebut, lalu menjadi sebuah perbualan yang hangat... best juga mendengar lawak sedemikian...

madu..madu

2010-06-03T18:19:00.000-07:00

Sore throat datang lagi menjenguk aku...mesti beliau rindu akan aku...biasanya sore throat suka kacau waktu tdo malam aku...mungkin masa itu adalah yang terbaek bagi beliau...tidak apa sore throat...malam2 pun..malam lah...tapi agak kurang senang, sebab beliau suka mengejutkan aku dari tidur yang tidak seberapa nak lena...asyik terbangun...terbangun...terbangun..aku minum air untuk melegakan...tapi menelan air seumpama menelan racun (mcm penah telan racun saja..)...sangat pahit...

Siang-siang...aku dapati aku dah hilang suara..semalam suara rock2 kapak...hari ini...tidak keluar langsung...nasib baik hari ini bukan presentation day..mungkin semalam aku terpaksa bercakap dengan suara yang agak kuat, menyebabkan throat mengamuk malam2...minta maaf...

Apa2pun...tekak aku memang sangat gatal...makan strepsil? dequadin? tidak berkesan..aku dapati lepas saja gula2 tersebut habis..akan meninggalkan kesan yang lebih parah...mungkin itula yang dikatakan kelegaan sementara (lega hanya semasa makan)...

Aunty Ah Chin

2010-05-30T19:18:00.001-07:00

even aku punya bertimbun2 report untuk di marking yang memaksakan aku untuk pegi keja di hari isnin yg sering dikaitkan dengan Monday Blues...sempat menblogkan diri...sepatutnya aku ambil leave...tapi atas sebab2 tertentu...leave tidak dapat di ambil...cheeseeee sungguh....

a lot happen during cuti...hmmmm...cutikah?
macam tidak saja...Hanya hari Jumaat bolehlah dikatakan leisure day...aku pergi kedai Ah Chin...gunting rambut..." amoi..bukan 2minggu lepas you sudah mali sini gunting rambut kah?" "sekarang mau gunting sikit lagi (sambil senyum gelak)''...aku suka Ah Chin gunting rambut...bolehlah dikatakan pro...walaupun kedai gunting rambutnya memang sangat tidak teratur...busy jaga anak kot...tapi skills more important...I can skip small2 part...hehe...berpuas hati dengan hasil yang diberikan oleh Aunty Ah Chin...

Sabtu...seperti biasa weekend aku punya tv...layan lucifer...best (owh..apa about korean entertainment yg bg aku tidak best?)...

sabtu ptg and ahad? agak nightmare...dipenuhi dengan aktiviti di kampung yg kurang munasabah...ah..malas cerita...tapi aku sempat poco-ing with mak and kawan2 mak aku...membuatkan muscle kaki aku sakit pd hari ini and jalan pun terhencit (wujudkah word ini? abaikan..haha)....nampak sangat aku jarang exercise...

Yeay~~

2010-05-24T01:47:00.000-07:00

Gembira sbb lab session dah abis today for this sem..and it ended earlier than usual (usually took 1hr++...but today only 50minutes...)....so today is my Happy Monday...

p/s: Happy kah? tidaklah juga =( ...there's some matter somehow took those happiness away..shuuu

When thing goes wrong~~don't let it go...but how?

2010-05-20T22:42:00.000-07:00

its been 3 weeks in a row...I got 6hrs of lab session per day...3 group of 2hrs per session...its very tiring since all 3 sessions, it ended soon (430pm today)...kept explaining the same thing..over and over again...but what to do...I guess its ok if its not Friday (and Monday too)...but its not complains though...just want to say that I am really happy it will end soon~~~

I read this book 'Hijaab Waali'...OMG..I've been reading this since Feb..1 day...2page..before sleep..but now its getting interesting..and I'm going to finish read it tonight...its really interesting...

just want to share some quote from the book..

"only when I saw the weather's style, I realize how quickly people change''....

its true~~~

Space for you

2010-04-27T00:04:00.000-07:00

Hari ini mendengar lagu No Space for You - Ryan Tedder and One Republic~~ baru mendengar...hmmm...bestnya lagu ini...i played it countless time...the music~~the voice~~owh...so nice...sound like Apologize with different version~~but I like it both~~

Felt in love for the 2nd time with One Republic after so long~~Owh...such a good day...

p/s: Thanks for the song Buddy~~

How Did We Get

2010-04-19T18:56:00.000-07:00

Have you heard How Did We Get ? Lee Hyori feat Big Bang Dae Sung
OMG~~its really good song...music, melody, lyrics...thumbs thumbs up!!!

This is the translation taken for here

- English -
Verse 1
I’ve gone through so many shallow relationships
I thought you’d brush past like that too
But as time went by,
I realised you were a little different
There was no pretense, you showed me your whole heart

Hook
I don’t wanna see you cry
When I look at you I remember my forgotten happy dreams, the young me
You always give me a smile
To tomorrow, which will be even more amazing than yesterday

Chorus
Tell me how did we get, the dream-like memories
How did we get, the painful tears too
How did we get (we get), this far
How did we get (How did we get)
It’s because we’ve walked here together
Now (now),
I (I)Won’t let go of your hand

Verse 2
The one person who lit up my life
While always shining like a dazzling star
You wouldn’t believe how earnestly
I’ve been wanting to find you

Hook
But I don’t wanna let you down
I was a coward, but since seeing you I’ve been growing more and more
You always give me a dream
Only for you, who’s become my future

Chorus
Tell me how did we get, the dream-like memories
How did we get, and the painful tears too
How did we get (we get), this far
How did we get (How did we get)
It’s because we’ve walked here together
Now (now), I (I)Won’t let go of your hand

ChorusTell me how did we get,
all the time we’ve spent together
How did we get, no matter what kind of wound
How did we get (we get), until the very end
How did we get (How did we get)
So we’ll walk together
You and me (You and me)
The two of us (The two of us)
We’ll walk together from now

Oh~~best

kisah 1 malam

2010-04-08T18:41:00.000-07:00

Hi~~

Semalam lepas kerja...seperti biasa akan menonton televisyen~~730pm~~mandi..masa mandi tiba2 ada kerajinan untuk study~~745pm...mengstartkan diri untuk sutdy test SPA...

Mula Tekun membaca di atas meja...

Mula rasa sedikit boring+ngantok...

Tukar position study atas tilam yg tidak berapa nak empuk...

owh~~semakin ngantuk...tgk jam...820pm....eh, baru kejap~~

Mata sangat berat~~hmmm...membuat keputusan untuk tidur 1jam (strategi masa maseh study dahulu kala)...

930pm~~supposely alarm bunyi..tapi x dgr~~ntah bila aku stop x igt~~last skali terbgn kol 1030pm~~hanya utk tutup lampu...nasib baik dh berus gigi earlier...huhu...terbangun kol 450am..membaca sedikit~~tapi just 5minit...menidurkan diri lagi smpi 545pm...br fully bangun...

owh....study hanya tinggal study...hopefully tonight tidak akan sama seperti semalam..kalau sama..nasiblah~~huahua....

Hi~its April

2010-03-31T19:40:00.000-07:00

Regarding my work~~that 30% unlike work (refering to last post)~~I guess I don't have any option for that matter.

Yesterday I have meeting with the head and brief about the work~~hmmm...the work truly confusing~~it happened to all of the involve party though....everyone feel the same way as I am (as a newcomer for the work)... '' this is your first time and I believe you have a lot of confusion in your mind, but after 9years, you will be ok..like me''~~~wahh...9years? 24 + 9 = 33...Perhaps I already married and got 2 children at that time~~haha...

But when I think deeply~~Its true...I have to do it no matter what...eventhough I have zero knowledge about it (no zero la..but less than 50%)...maybe this is something that I need to maybe ; to improve myself (inside and out)...trying to think positive for everything that I do~~I am big enough to think whats good for me and for my life~~

Good Luck for me~~

I moved to new renthouse yesterday~~thanks to my friend for the help...and thanks to mak and bapak to help me bought some stuff...I like the new house~~need some decoration for my own room~~

Ja ne

Gloomy Wednesday~~

2010-03-24T00:24:00.000-07:00

Hari Rabu adalah hari pressure...
why? hari tu keja kena buat, hari tu juga barulah ada material untuk menyiapkan kerja tersebut? kenapa aku pressure? sebab mungkin aku tidak suka @ tidak memahami apa yang aku lakukan~~

Solution memang banyak~~pilih ja mana satu~~tapi mungkin solution tersebut boleh mengheret orang lain ke dalam masalah ini...At last, just me myself burn as candle burn itself for others brightness or nowadays, its aromatheraphyness....huh

Do I need a new job?
Practically and emosionally~~ yes...
But, I tried to figure out what~~I love my workplace...I love people around me~~but I do not love my this 30% Job..the other 70%...Alhamdulillah, I do it ikhlasly~~

No Mood

2010-03-09T18:35:00.000-08:00

What Happen to me today~~
Boring semacam? Tiada mood...Tiada rasa lapar...
Even my material for lecture today also haven't complete...isk..although it only take about 1 hour to finish the material. I am so lazy~~unmotivated~~I want to go back..sleeping~~~Huhu...or go window shopping anywhere...

Maybe its the consequence of doing something we don't give a heart to it~~orang cakap..keterpaksaan~~Makin lama buat, Makin hilang minat~~supposely makin bertambah~~but its vice versa....

What happen to me today~~
my long lost no-mood suddenly come out~~huuuu....

Hujan

2010-02-22T23:01:00.000-08:00

Owh~~gembiranya...hari ini hujan turun....
Hujan cantik~~
Alhamdulillah...

The consequence of coffee instead of tea

2010-02-18T23:44:00.000-08:00

hmmm....i just screwed the presentation just now...

just so you know, i didnt prepare enough material or maybe too much unlinking material which I didnt know how to connect the idea...
or in the more-understanding word, I didnt get the actual picture about things to present....
its not huge presentation though...its more like discussion..but still, after the session end, it still pressured me...
Plus..I am and I was very sleepy...things I prepare didnt go well as planned.

I didnt get scold or anything...
I feel I am way...toooo laid back...

now...
the guide already given
i got the better picture
add some kerajinan (tapi still blogging..haha)
less main2 (haha..seriousnya)
I know I can do it...

theraphy

2010-02-11T17:54:00.000-08:00

Last night I watch Glee for the 1st time at Star World...Going to stream the previous episode for more information~~hehe

It really good series as mention by friend of mine...So it will be written in my routine every wednesday night onwards..chewah...

What I like about last wednesday night Glee? Its all about Dance~~haha..very funny...How I missed performing dance and practise the step with dance team, citrawarna team..for me dancing is way good theraphy..other than shopping, lepaking, drawing~~hmmmm...
ya I can dance own my own, but I want to perform~~ceywah, mcm penyanyi jak...just missed the precious moment ever~~

Fishing

2010-01-24T18:20:00.000-08:00

Semalam ikut mak n bapak pergi kebun...aktiviti biasa hujung minggu pergi lawat kebun...
and tidak dilupa memancing...
sejak sebulan yang lepas aku ada hobi baru...memancing...
bukan memancing di laut...tapi di sungai or sungai kecil around kebun...
Laut? mungkin lain kali..jika ada kesempatan...hehe

memancing memang best..ada orang kata buang masa...tapi ada nilai seninya tersendiri..ceywah..nilai seni?~~haha

semalam hari memancing paling best...mak aku..makcik aku pun join memancing...kenapa best? sebab aku paling banyak dapat ikan~~hehehe....kejelesan jelas tergambar di wajah mak and makcik aku..ahahaha...tapi sayang sebab terlepas 2 ekor ikan yang besar (disebabkan ketidakpandaian mengangkat pancing dengan segera menurut mak..haha)

tidak sabar tunggu next week..nak sambung memancing lagi~~

beautiful words of the day~~

2010-01-18T22:51:00.000-08:00

Berehat sebentar daripada membaca..memblogkan diri sebentar~~

Tadi aku rasa sangat bengang dengan something..really bengang sampai aku TERemo..haha...yang pasti..perkataan bongkak memang tepat kalau hendak membuat huraian yang panjang...tapi oleh kerana aku malas hendak mengarang cukuplah sekadar menyatakan satu perkataan yang subjektif...bongkak...tidak apa..roda itu bulat...kalau sematkan sedikit sifat humble, aku memang kagum...aku tahu..usaha kita yang menentukan masa depan..tapi kalau diselangi dengan sifat negative..mungkin menimbulkan rasa kurang enak..mungkin hanya aku berpendapat begitu..maaf

yang pasti bukan hal kerjaan mahupun rakan sekerja...buat masa ini aku lebih suka buat kerja...bolehlah melupakan masalah dalaman yang tidak serius...chewah..

sekarang rasa lega sedikit..no...banyak sikit...kenapa? satu pengucapan tanda terima kasih ringkas telah di lafazkan membuatkan kita rasa dihargai...walaupun pertolongan yang tidak seberapa...

"Well done, Cik Sherizan.
Much appreciated..."

owh...beautiful words~~

Durian Merah

2010-01-10T21:53:00.000-08:00

semalam aku pergi pasar bekenu with my mom and aunty..actually aku jrg ikut pergi pasar..tapi semalam sgt teringin sbb mak aku suka pergi hari ahad..ada jual mcm2...memang ada mcm2...

jd ari ahad tersebut, aku jumpa durian kaler merah..i mean kulit durian tu kaler hijau kemerahan...mak aku pun x tahu durian apa..tapi aku sudah mencapai tahap muak dengan durian...sebab dah selalu sgt makan..sampai demam..jjadi keinginan untuk membeli buah durain tu pun dah hilang..hehe...

so..itulah kisah di pasar minggu..bekenu...

apa aku buat?

2009-10-11T20:21:00.000-07:00

hi semua
dah lama nak post this...well...inilah aktiviti yang aku lakukan sepanjang bulan ramadhan..iaitu menjahit manik...tapi x banyakla...just tolong my mom customer...enjoy

so, kalau la ada whoever yang nak tempah..bleh la contact me through my Facebook...harga starting from rm15...whatever design pun boleh...hehe...jahitan manik x susah..just perlu ketelitian and creativity...

and this is gambar kek lapis yang aku berjaya buat sebelum n time raya...aku busy tolong mak aku siapkan jahitan beliau..and the good news is...i can sew my own baju kurung now...thanks mom kerana mengajar...

p/s:sikit je pun kuih2 ni...nak buat bermacam2 bentuk yang cantik lagi menarik..xpandai plak..hehe...k..see ya next time...

Hi

2009-09-06T19:23:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum guys...n salam sejahtera

its been a long time since my last post...I've been very busy help my mom with her tempahan baju raya...Very tired...i rather do math than sewing..haha..so..the search for my beloved JOB will be continue after raya season...4months+ jobless...1st two months,nothing...last 2 months...i got really bored, but i do appreciate n cherish my lovely time at home..haha..eventhough a little bit bored with nothing to do( except sewing...please...i need permanent job...)

selamat berpuasa to all

route to Konvo

2009-08-12T03:46:00.000-07:00

yup..update once in 2 months...

now i'm at KLIA..waiting for my next flite route to Penang International Airport for my konvo..
cant wait to meet with my beloved friends and also segulung ijazah...but sedihnya i still hvnt got any job yet...in another easy breezy beautiful word: jobless.

-omedetto gozaimasu to myself-

Sedikit update

2009-06-21T20:06:00.000-07:00

Hai
Baru update blog after 2 months tiada menulis.
Alasan:
-ketiadaan internet d rumah
-malas pegi cc
-malas

haha..di rumah aku mmg akan menjadi katak yg hidup di bawah tempurung. Aku hanya rajin buat keja rumah. mengemas, memasak dsb. dengan kata lain, jadi orang gaji my mother. Aku juga rajin tengok tv, itu semestinya. Setiap petang aku akan tgk variety show kt KBSworld. JKpop kt MTV. Aku bagaikan berada d korea di rumah. haha. seronok (hope tv jepun akan ada kt astro nnti, hanya ANIMAx tidak mencukupi). Variety show mmg best. Dan aku juga back to back with amazing race every morning. Semua ini akan lenyap pabila aku mulai kerja nanti. Gaya hidup yang best.

Aku juga masih lagi tidak mempunyai pekerjaan. apala nasib. tidak apa. tunggu sahaja. rezeki everywhere. Hari tu daftar kt GEMS..tp dpt di sabah. Aku malas nak pegi meronda d sabah. terpaksala tolak. Kepada cik Bibah and Naz.. gud luck ye for the program. Hope u guys enjoy it. Aku jugak yang still do nothing kt rumah. its ok (haha...menyedapkan hati sendiri).

ok..malas da nak menaip. off..

PRACTICE MAKE PERFECT

2009-04-22T22:11:00.001-07:00

Hai..aku lagi...

Semalam aku mula belajar bahasa Jepun. Bermula dengan Hiragana character. Terima kasih kepada junior aku, kerana meminjamkan buku tersebut dan mengajar aku sedikit demi sedikit. Selama ini hanya belajar word by word, hanya belajar berasaskan romaji, sekarang mahu advance sedikit.

Menyesal nya dulu aku tidak mengambil bahasa Jepun sebaliknya memilih Mandarin. Atas sebab-sebab tertentu. Malas nak story. Tapi tidak apa, ada hikmah disebaliknya. At least aku tahu simple Mandarin word.

Interesting nya bila menulis character bahasa Mandarin, Japanese, korean n etc, characternya sangat unik. Samala macam Jawi. Bagi aku Jawi senang la, sebab dari dulu lagi aku buat. The same things juga akan berlaku kalau aku study Japanese dengan bersungguh, ala, macam pepatah melayu cakap..alah bisa, tegal biasa? betol kot.

Selalunya benda-benda new ni starting ja susah, lepas benda tu dah absorb dalam mind, semuanya akan berjalan lancar. Samala juga situasi di mana kta baru pandai bawa kereta, mula-mula, mati enjin memang perkara biasa, parking yang susah nak estimate.. tapi kalau dah selalu bawa, everything seems easy. So, PRACTICE MAKE PERFECT.

Blog off-

Begedel

2009-04-22T21:40:00.000-07:00

Tadi aku beli Kueh Begedel (sila google kalau tidak tahu) di cafe staff. Sudah lama tidak menjamah. Dulu-dulu selalu beli. Sedap sebab ubi kentang nya yang banyak.

info: Begedel itu sedap bagi aku jikalau ianya dibuat 100% of ubi kentang dan ayam plus rempah-rempah yang sepatutnya.

Tapi begedel yang baru aku makan sebentar tadi, rasanya tidak sedap! Tepung bermaharaja lela di kalangan ibu kentang, huhu. tidak nikmat memakan nya.

Tidak sabar untuk balik rumah, aku mahu membuat Begedel yang sedap!!!

bukan lah mahu memuji aku pandai masak, dan makcik cafe staff tidak pandai masak, tidak..tidak..mungkin tepung ditambah atas faktor ekonomi dan lain-lain lagi. semua orang sedia maklum ya.

Tapi aku suka doughnut yang makcik buat, Kalah Big Apple. No excess Oil, extremely delicious and hard to stop unless kenyang teramat. Owh, aku akan merindui doughnut itu nanti.

blog off

Baju Kotak-kotak Merah Hitam

2009-04-22T06:14:00.000-07:00

Same Tshirt@dress@sweater@pants pattern

IT STARTED WHEN...

I used to buy this blouse because Ohno wore it at Utaban shows (Accidently found the blouse while window shopping)

Ohno at Utaban (August 2008)

THEN...

last monday in Arashi no Shukudai show, Ohno wore the same pattern. Excited.hahahaha...editing the picture...(too much free time until go back to hometown!!!)

AT ALMOST THE SAME TIME...

i watched Family outing episod 38 n 39, Lee Hyori wore the same pattern pants while Big Bang Dae Sung wore the the same pattern sweater.

Dae Sung in Family outing

Lee Hyori with the pants... U-go-girl

-blog off-

Empat

2009-04-17T22:57:00.000-07:00

Mutual

2009-04-16T10:51:00.000-07:00

Geram dengar rumet aku gelak-nak-mampus malam2 buta mcm ni (dia tengok Family outing, memang funny la). Huhu. Mungkin sebab hati aku tidak tenang lepas baca banyak blog orang, pasal kisah dunia sekarang. Tidak sukanya bila hati tidak tenang.

Tapi bukan salah rumet aku, tiap ari aku dengar beliau gelak-nak-mampus especially malam2.. nak buang tension study kot. Tapi kalau dah gelak-banyak-banyak, ilmu keluar. Biarlah..aku pun ada juga gelak-nak-mampus malam2, tapi its ok, aku tiada paper. So, its mutual. Biarlah dia dengan alam gelak nya. Aku tidak kisah pun, just malam ni hati tidak tenang saja.

Inilah akibat penyakit sukar-tidur-awal. Macam2 fikiran menerawang dalam otak.

2 minggu lagi

2009-04-15T08:59:00.000-07:00

2 minggu lagi...

by the time kawan2 aku dah blah dari usm, aku still lagi menunggu tarikh keramat balik rumah. Hmm...mula berfikiran positif, masa 2 minggu akan menjadi singkat jika aku mengamalkan konsep bangun lewat (tapi semestinya tidak sehat untuk aku, but, what to do).

Aku buka laman web Malaysia airlines, mana tahu ada tiket murah b4 tarikh keramat. malangnya, semua tinggal 500+. tidak mampu buat masa sekarang. biarlah, cuba sedaya upaya untuk berfikiran sepositif mungkin, supaya 2minggu ini terisi sepenuhnya. Nasib baik usm ada intenet (Berfikiran Positif Mode).

Baru terasa, PENANTIAN ITU SANGAT MENYEKSAKAN.

Mudah

2009-04-11T07:52:00.000-07:00

hai...aku lagi...

jumpa benda menarik ...

aku setuju dengan itu. Berkata-kata memang mudah. Dahulu mahupun sekarang, aku sering menjadi pendengar ataupun menjadikan orang sebagai pendengar cerita-cerita tidak seberapa aku. Selalunya aku akan mengutarakan pendapat yang terbaik dari aku, dari pandangan orang lain mungkin bukan yang terbaik. Tapi itu hak masing-masing. Menerima atau tidak.

Tapi memang, berkata-kata memang mudah. Aku setuju. Yang merasainya?

Hari Hari Terakhir Di Penang

2009-04-10T05:50:00.000-07:00

Last week...i went to Penang Island with my girls and dilon (Thanks Dillon for joining us).

1st destination - Pelita Nasi Kandar for Breakfast.

2nd destination - to Bukit Bendera~~I love bukit Bendera..i can see whole pineng from here..i dont know, i just love it...

3rd destination:Pineng Times Squares

Then, we went to Pineng Times Squares for lunch. Unfortunately, we couldnt find d place to eat inside there, its still not done yet, just very very few stores were open, and the plan to lunch at OLDTOWN White Coffee(we saw from outside, but once we got inside...we couldnt find it..the place is just complicated..haha..poor us) was cancel.

4th destination: Gurney Plaza

At last, we changed the plan, and went all the way to Gurney, lunch at Gurney Food Court. I love the nasik goreng, made by Indonesian. Very nice. After lunch, just window shopping. When we entered Parkson, i found very attractive Paris Hilton and JLo bag worth rm500 plus minus. Seriously its gorgeous. waaaa....mahu banyak2!!! I'm going to have it someday with my own money. hmmm......

5th destination: Batu feringgi

Then went to Batu feringgi..watch sunset....and Main-Baling-Batu... haha..dillon taught us how to throw the stone melantun when we throw it at water (ala...like the shell commercial long time ago..haha)..suprisingly, I MADE IT!!! I cant believe it...but surely, everyones can do it..haha..it technically easy...

6th Destination: Sunway Carnival Mall
To spend the remaining hours, we went for movie at Sunway. There were fashion show as soon as we arrived at Sunway. We watch Shinjuku Incident. Jackie Chan movie with Daniel wu. And the japanese otoko. cant remember his name and too lazy to google. Its interesting story. Eventhough we sit at the 2nd row from front (the sits are full), still can enjoy it..hahaha...

till then..end...matta ne Pineng

Kisah Kasih

2009-04-08T05:15:00.000-07:00

Aku ada kerajinan untuk

-Family outing
-Beberapa season desperate housewives
-Update blog
-facebooking
-Study japanese online
-Checking arashi sites
-searching for stuff to DL
-membaca majalah

dari last afternoon. tapi, aku lack kerajinan untuk

-practise slide FYP viva

Aku ada sebungkus kuaci baru beli dari seven eleven, kalau aku makan, confirm bye2 FYP
Jadi terpaksa hold, and hide kuaci in my locker, away from my sight. esok petang kita jumpa ya kuaci.

VIVA Fyp
1620-1640 hrs
Jangan malas..sila fokus..

Merepak (translation: merepek)

2009-03-27T11:33:00.000-07:00

tadi menitipkan komentar ke salah satu wedding picture (at facebook) of my former chemistry teacher, Mr.chin. then he replied me:

hi sherizan, where are you now?

Really miss Mr.Chin, for me, he is the best teacher ever. Even talk about football in class huh. Me taking Chemical engineering, because of he taught us Chemistry..not only Chemistry..he taught us everything...

i'm going to finish study soon

very soon

its 3am now

i should go to sleep

this weekend got a lot to do

-Printing worth 300pages
-typing
-less sleep
-more downloading

bila masa aku rasa final year yang kelas hanya 4 jam seminggu itu honeymoon?
tiada...

tag tag tag

2009-03-26T01:09:00.000-07:00

menjawab tag dr bibabibah

1) show ur bag
currently, this is my bag. Actually my 1st big handbag...i carry it everywhere (before...i'm not into handbag...but now, i just realize how important this thing is)

2) Mention What Is In Your Bag (this is why this bag important)

-purse
-Hp
-500ml skyjuice
-make up
-panadol
-Plaster
-tissue
-perfume

these are things usually in my bag...

3) Choose 5 Friends To Do This

whoever

-sekian-

Jellyfish Blouse

2009-03-18T02:03:00.001-07:00

JellyFish Blouse Inspired Nagasawa Shoko (Arashi No shukudaikun 52)

Shoko san (at the middle)

Chemical Night 2009 Theme: Garden Party

Me: out of theme..haha..Its Jellyfish Blouse Anyway (beside me..emmy)

i love this superloose blouse

Membaca

2009-03-10T22:25:00.000-07:00

artikel yang menarik. ok, perlu menumpukan perhatian kepada 3 jurnal yg Dr.Zainal bagi sekarang, esok ada test. sekian.

2009-03-09T10:23:00.000-07:00

last weekends was chemical sports day. got some incident happen at the beginning, but it settled already, no need to mention. For final year girls, congrats for futsal and netball (not join) and also volleyball (join). It was my first time play volleyball seriously and first time I can serve the ball and it pass the net..haha..big success for me..seems like my beloved hand become stronger than before (lol..perasan). for badminton, I lost~no..emmy n me lost. i shaking to death for the 1st set. that makes me become clumsy. huhu. but its ok..just lost some point.. 19-21, 15-21 (if not mistaken..error plus minus 1). waaa, being involve in sports is really exciting. but i'm not good at it though. haha.

today, went to megamall pineng. Bought my wishlist. external harddisk 320G seagate. waaa...can keep my ARASHi stuff and jdorama a lot from now (ureshiii). also grab worth rm10 blouse. Kind of japanese blouse, blue colour. and, i drived from usm to megamall, (except to parking lot)I'm still not good at bukit2..haha..need a lot of practice.

thursday, got design test. 3 journals (each 33 pages) to read for the exam. aaaaaaa, just read 1 page, i started to yawn already. oh please, i need to study...i need to be rajin..

to whom may it concern

2009-03-06T04:23:00.000-08:00

Dear my Friend,

sorry for my selfishness and unprofesional way that i did. I`m just too pissed off to -you-know-who

Gambate for next game, make sure you all beat the -you-know-who team kaw2. yehaa...

My POV: Slumdog Millionaire~

2009-03-04T20:15:00.000-08:00

Setelah sekian lama menyimpan hasrat mahu menonton cerita slumdog millionaire, akhirnya malam tadi tercapai juga. hanya satu perkataan dapat aku gambar kan, BEAUTIFUL. I dont know how to describe the beautifulness of this story. its love story, its sibling relationship, its race issue, its amitabh bachan, its english educated indian,its who want to be a millionaire.hee

I used to watch coffee with karan on star world before, i didnt remember the guest, either hitrik roshan or shah rukh khan or none of above. They interviewed the children and ask their opinion about the guest artist. Partly shocked (haha) to see that most of the children speak fluent english, i dont know, maybe just in urban area (same as Malaysia i guess) or mostly of them.

When we talked about hindi film, it must include a lot of dances, songs. which took approximately 1 hours out of 3 hours of film. I used to love this dance2 things when watching hindi film, back then la. Now, i only watch Shah Rukh Khan and some saif ali khan movie. But slumdog Millionaire only got 1 slot of dance, during the ending (its 2 hours movie though, since its differ from other hindi movie). (warning: this is my point of view, i didnt read the story sinopsis or other viewer opinion)

overally (is this word exist?). This film was great (no wonder it oscar movie). I dont even realized the 2 hours past that quick. Jamal as child-cute chubby cheek . Jamal adult - handsome. haha.

side note:
current status: too many free time for weekdays, and too busy weekend.
things to do: final FYP report due on 30 March (still waiting for Dr.Derek to return my report for correction..azam: start buat awal, beware of last minute things)
: Final design Task, also due on 30 March
: Citrawarna USM-on 21 March. Ganbatte Kudasai!
: final exam ---tiadalaaaa...(belagak..hihi)
: this weekend: Chemical Sports day. final year team, gud luck!

-end-

sudah lama tidak menulis

2009-03-03T00:11:00.000-08:00

gembira tidak terkata, minggu lepas, experiment projek tahun akhir sudah siap. Mestila gembira, selepas 4 bulan bergelumang dengan perlbagai bahan kimia.naik turun tangga buat analisis. Report kedua juga baru siap tadi, walaupun isi kandungan tidak sehebat mana, buat the best i can, tambahan intenet limited malam tadi, jadi sumber journal berkurangan, minta maaf Dr.Derek. For the final report, i will make the bestest report ever. insyaAllah.

sekarang musim hujan, petang2 hujan. hujan seronok, sebab sejuk. mendorong untuk tidur. sekarang pun roomate aku 2 2 dah tewas dengan godaan cuaca. sekarang juga di kampus aku demam ABDC kot.. american best dance crew. aku pergi latihan citrawarna, topik utama, ABDC.sign in yahoo messenger, status ym org mostly pasal ABDC. well, aku pun sama. sejak ABDC wujud di usm lagi, aku dh tengok. haha. memang best (apa2 saja pasal tarian memang mengujakan). Aku mestila meminati Quest Crew kerana, setiap tarian mereka ada jalan cerita sendiri. final antara Quest Crew dan Beat Freaks. Beat Freak Group female. mungkin akan menjadi group female pertama yang menang, depends la kepada voters di amerika.

walaupun Quest Crew mungkin tidak menang, tapi akan tetap di hati ku. Aku wanita tipikal.

ja ne.
terasa mahu tidur, cuaca sejuk yang sangat menggoda

Song for Heart

2009-02-23T04:59:00.000-08:00

Beautiful song~~kept enjoy it over n over...

ss501-because I'm Stupid (boys over flower OST)

Nae meoriga neomuna nappaseo
neo hanapakke nan moreugo
tareun sarameun pogoittneun neon
ireon naema-eumdo moreugettji

neoui harue naran eoptgettji
tto chu’eokjoch’a eoptgettjiman
neoman paraman pogoittneun nan
chakku nunmuli heureugoisseo

neoui dwaetmoseubeul poneungeotdo nan haengbokiya
ajik naui ma-eumeul mollado
kkeutnae seuch’ideusi kado

niga neomu pogosip’eun nalen
neomu kyeondigi himdeul naleneun
neoreul saranghanda ipgae maemdola
honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU
honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU
Baby! I love you! I’m waiting for you!

neoui harue nan eoptgettji
tto kieokjoch’a eoptgettjiman
neoman paraman pogoittneun nan
honja ch’ueokeul mandeulgo isseo

naegen sarangiran areumdaun sangch’eokat’a
neoui yeppeun misoreul poado
hamkke nan utjido mothae

niga neomu saenggaknaneun nalen
kaseum sirigo seulp’eun naleneun
niga pogosip’ta ipgae maemdola
honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU
honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU
Baby! I love you! I’m waiting for you!

Bye, bye, never say goodbye
ireohke chapji mothajiman
I need you amu maldo mothae I want you
paraedo dasi paraedo

niga neomu pogosip’eun nalen
neomu kyeondigi himdeul naleneun
neoreul saranghanda ipgae maemdola
honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU

TRANSLATION

I’m really, very foolish
I know of no one other than you
you’re looking at someone else
yet you have no idea of my feelings like this

I won’t be in your days
I won’t be in the memories either, however
only you, I looked only at you
and the tears keep coming

As i watch you walking past, I’m still happy
even yet you still don’t know my heart
I should stop this and go

I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I love you, I’m wiating for you

I won’t be in your days
I won’t be remembered either, however
only you, I looked only at you
I’m making memories alone

Loving you is like having a beautiful wound
I look at your pretty smile also
but I cannot laugh with you

I’m thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i’m waiting for you, I love you

bye bye, never say goodbye
even though I cannot hold you like this
I need you, I cannot say anything more, I want you
I keep on hoping too, I’ll keep hoping….

I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you

lyrics and translation credit to makikawaii.wordpress.com

Tagged by bibabibah

2009-02-19T21:33:00.000-08:00

Instead of after lunch nap(haha)...better buat soalan tag..haha...

1) Go to your photos folder in your computer
2) Go to the 6th folder of the photos
3) Go to the 6th picture of the folder

*put the picture on your blog and description of it

Pict description: picture was taken during Island Hoping@Langkawi. Sadly, I'm not included in this 6th pict..how come..haha..in this photo from left to right (nadz,atif, wan eyra)..maybe I took the pict..cant remember.

*invite 4 friends to join the challenge
= Kathy
= Korn
= Naim
= ruffey

did hv many blog list..just tag randomly..

CamerON Trip (7 Feb 09)

2009-02-19T02:23:00.000-08:00

just got time to update...(plus internet connection really sucks past few days..or weeks...not in the mood for any update..lol)

CAMERON HIGHLANDS TRIP
DATE: 7 Feb 2009
(ME, nisa, juju and addy)

@Chocoberry

Lunch at Chocoberry (Fish and chips)

dessert: Tiramisu mousse (delicious!!)

the ripe one

eat a lot of strawberry today..haha

@Cameron Valley

@rose farm

cantik~~(taken by nisa)

Daisy..i love u

How i wish i could live in Cameron, due to its cold weather. so refreshing, but along the way to every destination we went, the area is not so nice to see. The area not really clean as what i imagine before i heading there, maybe it still in developing process? I dont know, never been there before and i have 0 idea how cameron is and I am not being expose to Cameron before, but i think, i fall in love with cameron. hehe.

Next destination: Kundasang, Sabah (a big hope..hehe)

till next post,

matta ne.

Sakit Tekak

2009-02-11T00:24:00.000-08:00

Hari ini di serang sakit tekak

cause: hanya mkn 3 bar coklat toblerone yg kecik mlm td..suddenly tekak perit..Adakah sudah alah kepada coklat kesukaan? huhu...tidak...aku suka toblerone...mungkin sbb sepotong coklat Andes perisa Mint yg ku makan sblm itu?

kesimpulan: mungkin terlalu byk mkn manis..tekak jadi perit..telan air pun susah..tasteless nescafe o ice i bungkus just now~~(sakit tekak..lagi mahu minum air berais..jangan ikut ya)..

consequence: Hari ini tiada mood..nak telan air liur pun perit..huhu..penyelesaian...beli woods' peppermint lozenges d kedai mahasiswa..still tidak sembuh (of course la..lol)... Malas teruskan analysis FYP..badan rs semacam..panas2 sejuk...permulaan demam maybe..cuaca panas...

malam ni ada latihan citrawarna..excited..tp badan rs lemah..huhu..tidur? xmahu...nnti bgn tidur rs sedih..lol...

2009-01-30T09:39:00.000-08:00

Di atas info oleh my beloved Arashi Sharer about Maou DVD, I went to buy it at Megamall Pinang today. Nisa help me to search for the DVD at POPULAR since there's a lot of Jdorama DVD, luckily I found it first!!! Maybe thats what we call instint.hahaha..LOL.

this is my 1st WISH list for this SEM since last sem didnt get enough budget to buy it.

Front cover of Maou DVD

Back cover

Inside

ureshii ne.

2nd: bought skinny Jeans already,yehaa...also my wish list for this sem. hihi..

girls: its all about shopping

2009-01-27T00:12:00.000-08:00

UNPLAN REUNION AND VACATION

location: Pineng

THE WEDDING, nisa's friend,brother weds
location: gurun Kedah

nice

makan d meja vip..delicious

sedap hingga menjilat jari

USM main campus~photograph practice

taken by nisa

taken by muzi

masterpiece (nisa said)-taken by nisa..soon to be pro photographer

taken by me(not bad..hehe)

Round2 Pineng
location: penang Island

Pondok Lembaran, USM

Ferry to Penang Island

Bukit Bendera(ticket sold out..cant go up hill..huu)

Langit kacak (nisa said)

nice post

~~Thanks Muzi n nora for coming~~

my own review..Uta no oniisan-episode 1

2009-01-21T03:48:00.000-08:00

fdorama title: uta no oniisan

i've been waiting for this drama since it was announce..main attraction..of course OHNO SATOSHI will lead the dorama. originally aired every friday 1115pm, and it just started last week, 16 January. Just watch the first episod today. the subbed been out last monday..hayay neee. thanks a lot for the quick Job SUbber Team.

the 1st episode, lot of the scene shown in the preview. overall, its freaking funny. Part of it, its about family, adult..etc.this dorama show a real life of a young man (ohno) who yet did not sure about his real path, abt the society that seem harsh to him..etc..

ohno really good in acting. For this dorama, i use headfon, just to hear ohno voice..no..ohno talking voice..hehe..i like his voice..kind of..yakuza style..haha..

cant wait for the next episod..

p/s: ohno look really tanned..but, its awesome!!!

nescafe

2009-01-15T15:32:00.000-08:00

mlm td mkn kt Maisara Cafe..

b4 mkn..trasa sgt ngntuk even dh tdo ptg kejap..

last resort..tpaksa order nescafe...utk tahan ngntok for a while..buat design...esok nak g kl...at least till 3am as always...

tetapi....

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aku tidak dpt tidur langsung...pusing kanan kiri...useless...

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sekarang...736am...still...tiada rs ngantok...

nescafe mlm td mmg kaw...sedap utk di minum....nescafe o yg kaw...huhuhuhu....
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mahu tidurrrr..huhuhuuuuu....
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.say no to nescafe kaw~~

grrrrr....

Uban~~

2009-01-13T06:20:00.000-08:00

cerita uban~~

Hari tu..dalam kereta..on the way balik dr PArit Buntar..makan2. kawan2 cerita pasal uban. kalau cerita pasal uban mestila lebih sinonim untuk org tua (ada gak org muda ada uban..)

teringat kat rumah..teringat kat Mak..selalunya..kt rumah..akulah tukang cari uban terunggul sekali among my siblings..tiap kali balik rumah..mesti dialog sama yang keluar

Mak: kauk nganyak yang pandai mehunja huban mamak nik..besiak jatul iwan..xpayah..pemalas hantap..

translation: awk je yang pandai cari uban mak..jatul n iwan (my lil bro n sis)..xpayahla..pemalas...

hehe..setiap kali dengar ni mesti terharu..tp xbolehla nak show depan mak..cool beb..xtau la kenapa..dari dulu lagi..before mak ada uban..mak suruh carik rambut gatal..nak kata fevret..not that fevret..maybe aku rs..aku perlu buat apa yang mak suruh...lama2..jadi suka..or sudah biasa buat..sekarang ni..cari uban..sbb mak dah ada uban sikit2...its like playing hide and seek..or jigsaw puzzle...or etc...hehe...

thats all story about uban

Ohno addiction

2009-01-08T08:15:00.000-08:00

i just check out on something at net just now...maou DVD at last out tomorrow...the best part..it contain quite a lot of special in there..though i know someone will upload the special video later somewhere else...but still...i want to buy it..for my personal collection..hehe..i'm crazy about Ohno SAtoshi...dont know when it out for Malaysian...

next week...16 January...ohno new lead dorama will be aired... Uta no oniisan (singer man)... must be fun dorama...hehe...plus...ohno will be singing in the drama..waaaaa...i really adore+love+addict+etcccccc his voice...cant wait!!! wonder wheeennnnn i can meet him in person!!! grrrrrr.........he drive me crazy!!! hahaha...

(^.^)

Life update~~!

2009-01-06T06:05:00.000-08:00

day to day..it become more and more tedious ever..huhu..need to run another 3 experiment...1 experiment just finished..tomorrow will start the 2nd one..another 2 to proceed...

conversation with Ivy this afternoon, at lab..i told her..i thought to talk to Doctor derek to cut 1 of the experiment because of time limited since 26 Februari is due date for discussion n result...but, seem like we cant...Ivy also hv the same though as me...we do very tedious work every single hours..even we chit chatting..but hand got a lot to do...and walk a lot to everywhere...huhu..we kind of fed up with this experiment...830 am..already at Lab..till 1pm..stop for lunch hour...2pm...continue...till 5pm..i dont even hv time (within office hour) to report my table lamp was out of function already...because office hour is very important to do the so called tedious-work-ever, every single minutes is precious....huhu...

then, whats more tiring...Dr.D ask me to do extra flask for another 12 and 14 days..3 flasks each...kind of..what?? i'm not master nor phD student who hv too many time by just doing lab...and can come whenever they can...huuuuuu....i'd talk to doctor about this,about this short little timing..but seem like Dr dont care about it..plus...i got only opproximately 2 months for this experiment which i think....veryyyyy tiring and need a lot of timeeeee...

i hate this continuous not challenging FYp...huh...

this luahan perasaan made when i was very tired to death (but still can blogging..hoho..well, those thing we like to do..we dont even know tired nor boring)...well, thats life!!!

HISTERIA

2008-12-21T00:54:00.000-08:00

2nd entry for today

semalam tengok histeria.plot menarik.tp standard filem melayu.maybe sbb pelakon belum cukup berpengalaman.alangkah bagus kalau mereka dapat tunjukkan reaksi terkejut yg melampau apabila melihat mayat2 rakan mereka yang terbunuh. hanya thumbs up for Liyana Jasmay, expressi terkejut yang memberangsangkan. terkejut bukan sahaja menjerit sepanjang masa yang boleh menyakitkan hati penonton.tp maybe bleh buat besarkan mata.peluh dingin kuar.or menggeletar.thats enuff.hmmmm.

byk juga kekurangan filem ni.kalau anda tgk, anda dpt tau la.byk aspek yg remeh tidak dititik beratkan. apapun, jalan cerita menarik. interesting.

-end-

2008-12-21T00:24:00.000-08:00

hari ini...

bgn awal-kemas tmpt and arrange katel baru kaler biru yang panjang.over the edge of pintu.jd kena arrange betul2 supaya pintu bleh bukak.tidak faham kenapa usm mau tukar katel baru sedangkan katel lama stil ok...adakah kerana U APEX? adalah lebih baik jika tandas di upgrade..pantri di upgrade untuk keselesaan penghuni. suasana di dalam bilik semestinya sudah selesa,hanya tandas dan bilik pantri yg kurang.ntahla, maybe selepas sy grad (insyaAllah)...barulah ada perubahan sedemikian..

lepas kemas tempat - layan We got Married...sblm ini, hanya layan part Ansol Couple, after 28 episode, mula layan lettuce couple and Ant Couple...Lettuce couple sbb the guy looks like yamashita tomohisa aka YAMAPI...and Ant couple, i just like witch Inyoung.hoo..lepas tu masak bubur as lunch..malas mahu pergi cafe lembaran yg menghidangkan makanan xbest..huuu...sanggup berlapar dr makan...tghari..after 1pm...ttido la plak

kul3 - bgn tdo. huuu....apasal rasa homesick semcm...arghhh..tidak...ini salah satu sbb aku x suka tdo ptg...bgn2 rasa cedih...pelik juga kenapa..huuu...tp..big girl dont cry...try buat kerja spt main game...bc blog...after 1 hr..perasaan cdih hilang a bit...huahua...makin besar makin kuat nangis...

now...439....sangat boring..mahu keluar...duit elaun belum keluar...tengok crita? bosan la...mau tgk jdorama bloody monday..tp new episode belum keluar...huuuu....survivor panama...org share x online..same goes to WGM... buat report FYP? uhhh...malassss....

esok sudah stat clas..malasnya...tp clas hanya 5jam/week... just design clas...tp..design...aku tidak suka..huuuuu...akan menghantui spjg masa...design lg..fyp lg...arghhh..hopefuly experimen utk my fyp akan habis b4 CNY....lepas tu blehla lega..tinggal buat report saja...arghh..intenet usm kembali slow...sbb ramai org dah balik..aku x sabar nak return back to Miri...that would be...next 5month..huaaaaaaaaaaa....lama lagi...

soalan bodoh kembali menerjah... kenapa aku nak sangat belaja kt semenanjung...sampai aku dah fobia nak naik flight...huuuuu....ada hikmah di sebalik segala kejadian...

My sis Wedding

2008-12-17T04:19:00.000-08:00

Majlis Persandingan Kakak tersayang yang berlangsung pada 7 december 2008 yang lalu

moga kekal hingga ke anak cucu amin

majlis pernikahan yang berlangsung di Surau Kg Jangalas, Bekenu

persiapan membuat pelamin

Bunga telor in making~whos this

Bahan2 untuk masakan

Majlis Menepung Tawar yang diadakan pd 6 December Petang...aku pun kena tempias..

Malam 6 December 2008. Kebiasaannya bg kaum kedayan, malam sebelum bersanding akan diadakan pesta bermukun.di mana pesta berbalas2 pantun akan diadakan diiringi oleh paluan gendang...bagi kaum kedayan..bermukun = bergendang

majlis Persandingan tiba...pengantin di arak menuju ke balairaya..

salah 1 keja pengapit pengantin: mengipas!!

senyum2

Family potrait

YB dtg juga..

makan time

bagai pinang dibelah dua

sekian..moga kekal hingga ke anak cucu

love:
ur sis n family

FLIGHT dan saya

2008-12-15T07:18:00.000-08:00

.hari ini hari paling neves sedunia kot..huhu..
alkisah seorang gayat...smakin byk kali aku naik flite..
smakin takut rsnya..tmbh2 lg flite tadi..

aku rs...xpayahla aku naik space shot kt genting..
flite kl-pineng td sudah mencukupi...or bleh dikatakan lebih teruk kot...
huhuhu..really nervesbreaking...i stil can feel it till now..huhu...
klu sesiapa penah naik space shot..ataupun naik roller coaster..u know it how...

kta merasa di mana apabila kta duduk...out of sudden...u cant feel u butt touch ur seat...
selalunya kalau dalam flite...terjadi hanya utk 1 saat like that...
tapi tadiii...more than 5 seconds...plus it happen 1 time during take off and about 3 to 5 times before landing...huhuhuhuh....the chineses family near where i seat menjerit..including me...geli perut...tapi lepas tu bleh pula mereka ketawa..thanks to them..kalau mereka x ketawa...aku maybe sudah jatuh pengsan...and my knees shaking hardly..huhuhhuhu..sgt menebeskan...kejadian berlaku apabila flite melanggar awan yang tebal...huhu...awan..lainkali tlgla jgn tebal2 lagi...tp dulu...penah jugak awan tebal sebegitu...so...aku beranggapan..the pilot tidak cukup mahir maybe..sorry mister pilot...tapi aku tgk other passenger relax je rite after that..huhuhu...tidak neves mcm aku...sah,aku mmg gayat..

but it is really nitemare to me...sama la jugak di mana hari aku hampir lemas last time at tambun...huhu...i think my gayat become worst...macam mana nak pegi Japan like this...huhuhu...what to do...

2008-11-29T07:34:00.000-08:00

got the idea to write something today...its about cooking...
i watched we got married just now...korean tv shows....currently addicted to it...
in that 24 episod...the task is to help the elders doing farm work...after work..the wife got an idea to serve the elders her cooking...cant remember the name..its korean food of course...the moment the elders ate her cooking...they like it...and the wife feel relief about it...

the point is..cooking..hehe...some says...we can express our love by cooking...or some says...cooking might be source of love...in short, cooking = love...hehe..new formula...

Last Ramadhan..a month ago....its my first time making begedel for berbuka puasa...although i didnot know much on how to do it....my mom too jarang buat...because my mom busy with her tailor stuff...raya getting nearer katakan...tailor la the most busiest person..heeee..

plus i learn the begedel cooking techniques after watching ARASHI show..mago mago arashi where they prepare gohan for kids while their parents have stuff to do..the cooking done by OHNO of course..hehe...so, when back home...i try it myself...but the call begedel as croquette..

after the cooking is finished..and berbuka time..tidak sabar utk merasa...i ate it...yatta..its perfect..hehe...and of course..my father will always pretend he did the cook..

Dad: akuk masak tuk entaik..nyaman yah...
(translation: i cooked this...its delicious right)

its really delicious la...because its not cost saving like i used to buy in canteen or cafe...and the begedel habis dimakan...i make it quite many...and its finished....the moment where our cook is like by others...and the others said it is oishiii(delicious)..its really can make me happy...and for some people too...

the next two days..i made sphagetti....just basic ingredient using that tomato sources..and again..its habis dimakan...my younger sister really like it...hehe...thats why i like cooking...just i'm not good for cooking chicken or stuff like that..because at home...our family prefer vegetable...kang kong...sawi...cabbage..lettuce...and stuff...and my mom prefer fish...thats why i like home...plus..i like cooking

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shy2 cat

2008-11-25T07:19:00.000-08:00

HARI malu sedunia~~~

1st: tadi balik lab ngn naz...pegila tempat parking kereta...cari2 kereta naz...xde gak...pastu..round2 satu parking situ...stil tiada...naz dah cuak..mana kereta aku? kata beliau...eh,ejan,bukan saye parking sini ke td?...sy still blur2...maybe sebab penat berulang alik dr LabBioproses ke Lab Unit Operasi...5 Kali tu...ni semua Waterbath punya psl...apsal la Waterbath tu susah sgt nak turun temperature....akak technician tu pun cakap, xtaula dik mane tmpt nak kuarkan air dr waterbath ni...so,tpaksala manually buang air dr waterbath...and masukkan yang baru with ice...supaya suhu turun dari 50 degree C ke 30 degree C....sengal punya waterbath..20min kot..masa terbuang just like that...grrrr...

berbalik cte keta naz...haha...cari2 punya cari...xjumpe...seriously blur...eh...mane naz parking eh...pastu pusing blakang....baru igt...naz parking betul2 depan pintu masuk school..hahaha...mesti lori bongok tu punya hal...sbb tadi masa keluar dr pintu school..ttibe je lori lintas depan kiteorg...pastu stop...sib baik naz x tlanggar lori tu..haha...thats why la kot.blind spot..hahaha...igt lagi kate2 naz..sy nak parking depan school la..xpenat nak jalan..hahaha...ye la naz...mase jmpa kereta br la terngiang2 kate2 naz b4 masok Lab td...klaka giler la....

ade lagi...masuk je kereta...ttibe nampak 2 org techinician, lepak2 kt luar Lab...tgh tahan gelak..yang sorg dah tutup muka...terang2 gelak...siot nye technician...igtkan xde org menyaksikan kejadian yang amat memalukan...rupa2nya....ada...wahahaha...bende ni tersangatla klaka....

kedua..td g kuar ngn masara...pastu balik tu nak pas kunci kt penyewa kereta..tnggu punya tnggu...lmbt giler mamat ni...dekat2 10 minit gakla tnggu...pastu ade la org dtg....tnye nak ambil kunci ke? aku jwb, eh...takla...pastu die jwb...ooo,sy tnggu kt sini je la, x dtg lg kot org tu...dalam hati aku berkata, tnggu je la...xyahla gtau aku...3min selepas itu...ada msg, dr si penyewa kereta...dah tnggu kt pondok ke?...sy reply..aah....

xlame lepas tu...lelaki td itu bersuara lagi...

ntah sape2 ntah:awk ke yg sewa kereta eng td?
gue: aah
ntah sape2 ntah: la,sy la dtg nak ambik kunci tu...
gue: laaaaa....ye ke??? td igtkan ko nak bg kunci kt org....nak ambik kunci rupenye...sori..silap dgr....

grrr....sengal gak lelaki itu....serriously aku pun xpaham sgt die cakap ape mase 1st tnye...and aku suruh ulang once more...still, aku x paham...hnye dgr ambik knci..hahaha..igtkan die nak bg kunci kt org...agak memalukan jugakla...

so, hari ini ditabalkan hari malu sedunia~~~

hihi

gloomy~sedih~~tertekan

2008-11-21T02:19:00.000-08:00

bingung...
microalgae ku mati~or hampir mati...
i guess aku telah tersalah pH...br td doctor derek cakap...set pH 7.8...
aku mati2 igt 7.4...grrrr...tapi Dr cakap...7.4 should be ok...tapii...aku rs...itu penyebab algae ku mati...erkk..hampir mati~~rsnya still bleh diselamatkan...hopefully..sighh~~~

i will going back to miri 3 dec....waiting for my microalgae to grow until 1500ml.... not only got roughly 700ml...kalaula tidak mati...aku sudah dpt 1500ml..huhuhuhu....blehla start exp....or..kalaulah itu glassware smpai 3weeks earlier...mesti sudah boleh siapkan exp1 by this time~~~hhuhuu..

sejak isnin lagi...i didnt get good sleep~~else~~mimpi2....tdo yg rs mcm x tdo..huhu..saikology punya penyakit...grrrr....kalaula itu Lab bukak hr sabtu n ahad..kan best~~n kalaula lab itu open till 6 or 7pm...alangkah bestnya... 4 hours dlm lab mmg x rasa...kejap buat ini..kejap buat itu..tapi kerja x jugak siap..esoknya baru siap...a lot of thing kene buat...even senang..but very very time consuming~~~grrr...i think i lost almost 2 kg now...but this is really depressing~~pressuring~~haunting...huahua....

tidak sabar balik rumah..kerana penyakit susah mau tdur ini sudah melanda...and this penyakit melanda every sem...grrrr....tidak suka...tidak suka FYP...tidak suka BIO...

malam tadi mimpi arashi (selalunya akan tdo lena pada waktu pagi...haha..thats y bleh mimpi)...1st time mimpi arashi...mimpi bergambar dengan OHNo...haha...what a good dream though... last week juga mimpi...algae mati..seems like that dream hampir2 menjadi kenyataann...a big shout ....tidakkkkkkkkkk.....

huhu...
pen off

2008-11-17T04:11:00.000-08:00

life update...

rutin harian...
siang hari: gi lab~~(nasib baik lab itu mempunyai ekon...enak la skit membuat experiment yg sedikit sengal itu..haha...this will continue till january next year..huhu...so tiring maaa...nasib baiklah dr.derek byk beri tunjuk ajar...huaa...tapi..dr.derek selalu tengok saya buat keja..rimas la Dr..haha...niat nya hanya satula...mahu lihat samada kerja yang aku buat...ok @ x...arigato Dr.derek!!! exp sebenarnya will soon started...1 exp about 8 days... got 4 set of exp...thats mean...about a month plus...hopefully januari dah abes buat dah...penat siot...huuuu...buat keje leceh dlm lab....especially handle with MICRO plant...huhu...use microscope to count it...tiring maaa....but its ok...experience ejan!! (kata2 semangat untuk diri sendiri)

malam: layan arashi...layan jdorama..but lately no drama...just watch Ryusei no kizuna over and over again...its good story..luckily i got the stuff here....friday the show aired in Japan...the next week...wednesday or thursday...boleh tengok sudah...thanks untuk pembuat sub yg rajin translate dalam masa yang singkat...1 day i will join u all..hehe...(besarnya harapan)....

semalam pegi tengok wayang...GP205 kot the title..i cant remember...tengok sebab tiada cerita lain yang bleh dilihat..haha...korean 18sg story..overally..okla..tiadalah berlakunya pembaziran dari segi masa mahupun wang ringgit...

okla..mahu berehat2 layan Arashi lagi~~again n again..see you tomorrow dr.derek

ohno new hairstyle (6 nov 2008)...shorter hair...saiko desu~~hehe

berangan~~ARASHI...sukidesu

2008-11-10T09:05:00.000-08:00

i watched 2 arashi's concert just now...
grrr...meremang bulu roma...imagine aku sedang menghadiri konsert tersebut..
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....they all are very energetic...
since i know most of the song..so, its really sugoi ne...

terbayang2...mesti lepas concert aku akan menangis..haha..sedih because concert is over..
and of course by the next day..aku akan sakit tekak..kehkeh..these guys really amazing la (dont know how many time i said this...haha).... mmg kipas-susah-mati arashi...grrrr....

1st minat...after watch maou..ohno satoshi in it..then, i start watching their game show..talk show.. etc..they hv done a lot...too many shows...i start to like all the members...its the first time i adore all the members...even backstreet boys, its just nick..hahaa...not all...same to nsync...only JT...sheila on 7...just eross and a bit duta....but arashi, huaaaa....all of them....all of them seem like stick together..

i really want to feel their live concert....hahaha....someday i'll learn japanese...and i will join fansubber team...sub their talkshow etc...waaa.....somehow i really want to do it...hehehehe...

ARASHI...suki desu...

Perjalanan ku...pandangan ku...: After Exam Celebration

2008-11-09T08:34:00.000-08:00

~girls nite out~

After Exam Celebration

2008-11-09T07:11:00.000-08:00

this is really nice..the five of us..did study grup..very last minute b4 petroleum paper on 9am friday...on thursday nite...we study together till 5 am...luckily i didnt blank during answer the exam...that study group really berkesan..haha..why we didnot do it earlier..or on paper before...during 1st, 2nd, 3rd yer...haha...this might be the last paper for us...because next sem..we have no paper anymore..100% coursework...its ok..pass is pass...and after the exam... about 4 pm on friday...we did -girls-nite-out... release tension kononnya..or after exam celebration..hehe...it was fun...

1st destination: makan kt jusco perda foodcourt..mkn chicken rice claypot..honestly tidak sedap..less flavor..huhu

inside jusco perdo

an an an doraemon

smpi hati emmy tembak aku

camni la budak2 lepas exam

baju Harajuku ku..hakhak..baju bli on the spot...oleh kerana baju pink ku terkena coklat ketika makan dorayaki...tpaksala beli baru...tapi baju harajuku itu aku sgt suka...dr dulu usha...tp x beli sbb no money...i love baju ini sangat2 (jepon brand katakan..but it niceeeee)

concentrate!!!

ni main pukul2 drum jepon..xtahu apa nama...pukul drum ikot kaler.kaler biru pukul tepi..kaler merah pukul tengah...sengal tangan main...salah pilih lagu da..lagu laju..ahaha..nama pun lagu jepon...satu habuk x tau...carik lagu doraemon x jumpa2...

gmbar dr belakang...keciknya aku

okeh..pusing blakang semua....

gmbr belakang lagi

escalator model..hihi

ready ejan!! se no!!!

hampeh btol...bola masuk longkang...ni semua salah lane bowling ni...hehe

hahaha...berangan

ni ira cakap...gmbr cover album..nntikan album kami...lagu pun x compose lg..haha

pict with high school musical cast..kehkeh...aktivity tengok cinema antu.. the coffin..karen mok belakon dlm filem thailand...quite interesting but sometimes bored...but the hantu is scary..kehkeh...

after midnight...lepak kt mcd makan big apple donuts...semua dah ngntok sbb semua org x cukup tdo...sampai bilek kul3 am..hahaha..ish2..anak dara sapa la ni....

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Insani

2008-11-01T08:21:00.000-07:00

Kubiar Qalam Berbicara: Iraq vs Palestin

tadi tgh kusyuk study (kusyuk la sangat)... ade la rakan bagi link blog..
dah boring study...baca la blog tersebut...

hmmm..kalau anda baca...mesti anda terkilan...
patutla...beberapa minggu yang lepas..lect yang ajar aku petroleum engineering cakap...
'i love malaysia, i love being here, i read news everyday here, i watching the news...etc'...
patutla Dr cakap mcmtu...sbb Dr dr Baghdad...baru skrg aku paham...klu tgk betul2 kt mata Dr tu...
mmg nampak mcm sayu je...eventhough sometimes aku xpaham pun Dr ckp ape..sbb Dr cakap laju..
kalau aku ngantuk dalam kelas..confirm aku x bleh nak carry on..tapi skrg dah selalu dok depan..bleh la dgr ape Dr cakap...
die suruh kteorg ketahui current issues...especially about petrol price etc...maybe will come out in exam..
thanks Dr for teaching us~~

Gud luck for petroleum paper this friday..i read a lot..but still....some of it hard to understand..huhu...gambate

kenapa ya?

2008-10-29T22:38:00.000-07:00

kenapa ya? bukan mahu mengutuk atau mengata...
hanya terasa pelik..saya sekadar meluahkan...kalau ada suggestion atau apa2 yang salah mahupun menyinggung hati sesiapa..maafkan saya..saya hanya insan biasa...

saya tgh solat zohor sbntr td...tiba2 rumet masuk bilik...and terus bercerita hu ha hu ha(dengan suara besar nya) dengan rumet yang sorang lagi...apa kah dia tidak melihat saya tgh bersolat...pelik juga...sepatutnya dia lebih tahu...kerana..ya dari penampilan sudah tahu..kami jauh berbeza..dia bertudung labuh...bila dikatakan bertudung labuh...hanya kata2 positif yang dapat digambarkan..tapi kenapa ya...dia tidak menghormati taktala saya tgh bersolat...sekurang2 nya dia merendahkan suaranya untuk becerita...

kalau ada yang baca ni..mesti kata..kenapa tidak sound terus...kali ini saya maafkan...kerana sekali lagi saya nyatakan...dia sepatutnya lebih tahu...mungkin kalau ia berulang..akan di sound...tapi tersentap juga la...kenapa ya...

minta maaf atas statement di atas...bukan tudung labuh menjadi isu...
sekian terima kasih

Jalan Jalan Cari Makan

2008-10-28T04:03:00.000-07:00

Hari Sabtu lepas..pergi berjalan jalan cari mkn bersama kwn2..nisa, ica, pija, zarien

1st destination - Johnny's Restaurent
Food= x igt nama...nasi goreng udang somethings..+steamboat...+aek yam yang sedap
total expense = approximately rm20

2nd: baskin robin 1 scoop junior : rm5.80
3rd: 4 pieces of Big Apple doughnut : rm 8.80... this doughtnut sangat sedap...nikmat giler...makan sampai rasa mahu menangis sbb sgt sedap...

hari ahad: pergi rumah terbuka emmy kt kepala batas...
balik rumah terbuka, pegi jusco perda lagi..n mkn lagi...wlupun kenyang...tapi kwn2 lapar...ikut saja pegi makan...last2..makanan x habis pun...moral...jangan makan kalau kenyang..haha

mkn di Black Canyon = RM 15.00beli sushi kt jusco: rm3.002 pieces big apple doughnut : rm4.00

too many expenses on food...its worth...bukan selalu..tapi x baik di amalkan di kala pokai..haha...tapi doughnut itu serius sangat sedap..tapi kalau makan selalu boleh muak maybe...

final exam: 5 n 7 nov... gud luck...study smart...

Bulan..Jangan Biar Siang

2008-10-21T05:22:00.000-07:00

semenjak hari pertama lagi org share cerita Sepi d usm ni..hati bagai meronta..saya mahu menonton..tapi tidak berkesempatan..baru tadi tonton..for me..slightly different from crita cinta which directed with the same director..khabir bhatia...ceritanya..best la juga...i give it 3.5 out of 5...muzi ini juga memberikan aku jawapan..dari mana phrase "bulan jangan biar siang" come from.. my friend awa used that phrase as her Ym status..but i'm not asking her..maybe its just come out from her mind...but watching this movie, now i know, she got that inside that movie...

BISIKKU PADA BULAN...
KEMBALIKAN...
TEMAN KU...KEKASIHKU... SYURGAKU...
TANPA DIA MALAM MENEMANI KU..
SEPI MEMELUK KU..
BULAN..JANGAN BIAR SIANG...
BIAR ALAM INI KELAM...
BIAR IA SEPI SEPERTIKU...

quite good jiwang movie...just try to watch it~~

last nite..i watched arashi no shukudai kun..same time as it aired on japan..but the tv is not that perfect..always stuck..but its ok..eventhough i didnot know japanese..keep watching it..those arashi guys really fed me some pil..addicted pil..that make me addicted to them..haha..someday i'll go to japan..watch their concert or anything..live!!! ok..time to study~~gambaro!

my chaeceteros calcitrans~~

2008-10-20T08:02:00.000-07:00

on d way stdy..sempat lagi type blog..
biasala.huee..dah abis baca..tapi tidak menghafal sepenuhnya..

ada 50% lg..target time..tdo kul3..bc n hafal n paham semuanya..insyaAllah..

pagi tadi..melawat microalgae yang ku culture last thursday..3 conical flask was ok, the brown colour of chaeceteros calcitrans getting brownier..hua..smakin gelap..thats mean, its cell grown up ..cell duplication..

but the other 3 and also Dr.derek microalgae, tetraselmis sp..all look floc...in other word..maybe the microalgae died..but its using the same medium culture that i prepaid with the 3 conical flask that shown positive result. for solution D which is vitamin stock solution..the a little bit error during its preparation, but only very little error..because the weight is tooooo small...

so, dr.derek volunteer himself to check whats the problem (as expected from dedicated fresh lecturer). me of course dont have idea whats happening. this project is real damn tiring.. time consuming..luckily i love doing this such experiment..hopefully everyhing will be ok throughout my project..

and thanks a lot for my friend motorcycle..i can easily move with your beloved green motor.haha..less sweat..less energy..

ok..benkyo time~~

what i did?

2008-10-17T06:52:00.000-07:00

thursday~~

9am - 1 pm : viva lab..membosankan..hanya dapat menumpukan perhatian till 8th group..iaitu selepas grup saya habis present lab..fikiran entah ke mana..mengantuk~~nite before...sleep only for 3 hours...siapkan 1st report FYP..then sambung persediaan untuk presentation..tdo..kul4..bgn kul7...

1 pm - 5 pm : lepas habis present..makan..lepas makan..balik bilik..kemas bilik yg sangat berterabur gara2 kerja yang berlambak..baca notes design..esok test dow..huhu..

5 pm - 7pm : buat FYP. Dr.Derek my FYP supervisor ajar macamana menculture microalgae.. macamana procedure di dalam bilik culture...its very tiring..but thanks a lot for dr.derek..sanggup ajar saya n ivy eventhough its already over office hour..he helped us a lot..thanks..hope i get good grade for my 6 credit hour fyp..

7 pm - 9 pm : mandi..makan..study design..heat exchanger..tapi macam tidak dpt tumpukan perhatian...memaksa diri untuk terus stdy..tapi x dpt teruskan...sangat mengantuk...

9 pm - 10 pm...tidur sekejap..recharge energy~~

10 pm - 12 pm : study design lagi.. sambil buka friendster, facebook, myspace, Ohno Daily livejournal, blog org~~ haha...insaflah ejan~~

jumaat

berehat sebentar di tgh malam...rehatkan otak konon nya...rehat2 sambil tengok clip arashi..hehe..addicted to it...

1am - 3 am : sambung study.. sangat banyak calculation... study sambil dengar radio... nyanyi2..macam mana ilmu mau masuk..ish2.. change ur study way ejan... 20% saja yang masuk dalam kepala apa yang di study...

3am-4am : buat persediaan untuk Li presentation..print2..gunting2..copy paste edit... penat nya...

4am - 430 am : sambung study design sikit...tapi cannot proceed..g sidai baju (forgot to sidai)...

430 am - 730 am : tdo~~ again. only 3 hours sleep..

730 am-10 am : bangun..mandi...sambong study design ckit...
sangat banyak lagi x study..hanya mampu berserah untuk test kul 10...

10am - 1150 am : test design..ish ish..soalan bolehla dikatakan sederhana...kalaula aku punyai banyak masa..kalaula aku study lebih awal..mesti aku bleh jawab...a lot of minor rumus aku x hafal.. padahal aku yang design pump n compressor untuk task 3..tapi aku x boleh jawab soalan...oleh sebab 1 saja..x igt rumus..huhu..sayangnya...tapi its ok..pass is pass...nothing can change it...must do my very best for design viva to recover back my test...

1150 am - 2pm : makan...balik bilik..siapkan poster untuk Li exhibition... sangat belum ready untuk apa yang nak present... hanya bergantung kepada ingatan semasa Li...

2 pm - 530 pm : Li xhibition.. kami di divide kepada beberapa row..setiap row... sorang judge aka our lecturer yang akan judge... for my row.. alamak! aku kena Dr.Derek... Dr.Derek come to me first and said , saya sengaja pilih kamu first untuk present... OMG Dr.Derek, I'm still on my way to read and hafal the things that i'm going to present..but tidak sempat!!! my presentation tunggang langgang jadinya..half of apa yang aku mahu present..tidak terkeluar... luckily aku dapat mengingat apa yang ku buat sepanjang Li...malunya depan Dr.Derek..huhu..

530 pm - 6 pm : refreshment from school

6 pm - 630 pm : balik bilik..kemas tempat yang sangat berterabur... solat... rehat kan diri..

630 - 730 pm : naz ajak g pasar malam,,,walaupun ngantok dan penat yang amat sangat...tapi nak pegi jugak..dah lama x pegi... beli laksa...cucur jagung..milo blended... and tau fu fa yang sedap!! hehe... shoping di pasar malam, ttiba hujan turun..agak lebat jugak... balik basah kuyup...

730 pm till present : tengok arashi...tengok drama jepun...surf intenet... malas nak study dulu..nak rehatkan otak....and tulis blog ni..hehe...

next week: effluent test, lab test and viva design... final week for this semester~~yokatta... ureshii desu ne~~

ANOTHER STORY

td akma msg..tnya..bila rasa down? apa perlu dibuat...
jawapan saya..saya akan menangis..and tell the people why i'm down..eventhough they will not response to what i said..its ok...i've throw it out..and its ok...

somehow..aku penah rasa down baru2 ini..masa bulan puasa...i texted my friend through fs...talk about it...and she replied...i love the response..i read it many time..and somehow i understand..kita sesama manusia mmg susah untuk difahami..contohnya..friends relationship..love relationship..and family..and thats why i like being alone.,but family is a yes..what i mean in term of family..and love...but at any point..sometimes we need friend to accompany us..but i really scared..i'm scared that i'm just a burden..its hard to say..in other words..i dont feel like myself..say yes when its a no...things like that..but, things change..live ur life to the max

himitsu no Arashi

2008-10-11T23:59:00.000-07:00

yesterday...i watched Himitsu no Arashi..3 episodes in a row..himitsu mean secret..the show is conducted by Arashi's member..they go and investigate some technique or unusual or etc interesting around their own country that not many people known it..that's why its call himitsu ne~~

all of 3 episodes...i attracted the investigation about the cashier at supermarket..they investigated the background of the cashier..a big surprise for me..they even have the competition for the cashier among them..i dont know..maybe just around tokyo..the criteria being judge is who is the fastest cashier..the politest..etc... in certain supermarket, they even have training room for those cashier... in term of quickness for calculate the item being buy... and also the polite way to greet the customer while they on duty..its super sugoi for me..i dont know if our country have such thing.. but i have a friend work as a cashier..she never tell me about this...

maybe some in my country the do such training~~hmmmm.....time is very valuable..time is money...hehe...

-end-

design sem 1~its ended

2008-10-11T00:03:00.000-07:00

n today...saturday~~dari pagi...saya menonton show arashi..
nikmatnya bila terasa task design itu sudah habis..sangat nikmat..
walaupun test dan presentation belum berlalu..tapi terasa sangat nikmat..
kenapa ya?
padahal subject design itu sangat penting untuk aku menjadi seorg engineer satu hari kelak..insyaAllah..
pada dasarnya aku memang berminat untuk mendesign..tetapi disebabkan masa yang tidak cukup..di samping comitment lain yg perlu diberikan..itu menyumbangkan kepada keadaan di mana...aku menjadi tidak tentu arah...mungkin juga aku sudah melupai almost drpd apa yg ku belajar for this whole sem di usm, membuatkan aku menghadapi zero idea dalam melaksanakan every task..apa yg lecturer selalu katakan..learn by heart...tapi pd aku..learn by heart...hmmmm..mungkin pd certain subject shj..selalunya..learn for exam..exam will determine grade...pointer etc...hmmm..susah untuk di gambarkan.. we cannot go back to the pass..if yes... i must be learn every single things by heart back then..now its too late..n no such time machine or whatever such as in proposal daisakusen jdorama will come out... hmmmm...
life getting tougher day by day~~will i become really succesful engineer for my country? penah juga terfikir ketika membuat design..kenapa aku ambil cost engineering ni...aku minat ka? terasa mahu quit study pun ada...nasib baik aku berfikir panjang and tidak mudah putus asa..jika kwn2 aku sama course tidak mudah mengalah..mengapa aku juga tidak boleh spt mereka...thanks to my course mate yg always membantu among us...for my design group..

nothing is easy right...i hope i will doing ok for design presentation on 20 oct...and also for the design test...

next is: design2...next sem~~gambate kudasai~~

2008-09-18T08:05:00.000-07:00

maou...its over already...though the ending was a lil bit...cliffhanging...
maybe there will be maou special coming after this..hope so..
waa...i really want to see Ohno acting again..so talented..since he is not talking that much compare to other arashi...from what i've seen from their shows la..hehe..

yeah..i think maou is sugoi jdorama...i think end of last year and early this year...jdorama quite hmmm so-so...lately its been sugoi drama produced...code blue...maou...last friend...etc...a lot... and my passionate toward jdorama arise...hehe....

last night..i found something that really precious for me..haha...i can watch japan tv live..streaming from japan...but the connection in my campus was really pissed me...how i wish i have streamyx here..haha...anddd....how i wish i could understand Japanese...waaa...i really want to learn japanese..someday somehow..i'll learn it....find me sensei!! hehe...

i watched utaban just now..but not interest me..because their guess..wo pu se tou le...hehe...
then..oh my god!!! i've wwatch arashi...but the internet connection really suckkk...after 10minute watching..it shut off...wawawawa...then i cannot connect to the server..huuuuu....my arashi~~~

wa...i really got time for this japanese stuff....wake up ejan...do ur FYP..design...its due very very soonnnnn..w.aaaaaa..help me....i'm lost in arashi ..onho world...hahhaha...come back ejan....u got many thinggsssss to do..hahahha...

till then...matta ne~~

2008-09-14T06:58:00.000-07:00

10 days left...i will going back to swak for raya..
hopefully i can finish 3/4 of my design project before i`m going back...
but how could i finished those...still blur what to design on that extraction unit...
hopefully tomorrow i can get the info from library..come on ejan...be rajin sikit..
haha..i`m doing nothing for this whole weekend..i hv not really much to do(kononnya)...
since my FYP project title will be soon change...luckily i just finished the proposal 1/4...
the next day...i met my supervisor...he said my title will be change due to the microalgae that i choose which is chlorella minutissima is currently not available...he change to another microalgae..
fortunately i met him last friday..hvnt met him for 3 weeks..haha..supposely i mst meet him once or twice a week..sorry dr.derek..but u r very kind ma..hehe..actually the due date for proposal is tomorrow...so, he postpone the submission date..next week maybe...thank a lot derek sensei...

things to do before raya:

fyp proposal
extraction unit design..huhuhu..
petroleum term paper~~~
get slim!!! haha...49 kg(current)---->47kg(target)..go ejan

most hardest part is design...mostly i forgot what i'd learn during my 1st n 2nd year..
all the things i learned during my pass year is very valuable for my design project (sigh)...
must be working hard~~very hard~~a lot of hard~hehe...

time wait for no men~~thanks onho...haha..

ohno satoshi from my view

2008-09-12T09:33:00.000-07:00

kawaie ohno in maou

adorable takuya

for the whole week...starting from the day i watched maou...
i really god superduper high addicted to Ohno Satoshi...
haha...why i attracted to this tiny old guy too much...so much...very very much..hehe
i watched Utaban show..arashi as their guest..hmmm...most of the episod...ohno fight with the host...nakai san...haha..very funny..its the attraction for the show for me because ohno seem not talkative compare to the others arashi...kawaie...and lots people said...he got great voice..
yes..a big yes..i want to hear more of his voice actually, in term of talking, can hear it in just in maou,hehe..but, that make him special after all...hehe...
cant wait for the last episod of maou which is aired in Japan tonite..
hopefully after this, more jdorama from ohno satoshi...
i think image of ohno in maou...quite similar to takuya kimura..a bit...
dont know..maybe his eyes...or effect of black hair...
currently...watching arashi shows...mago mago arashi...arashi no shukudai...vs arashi...
utaban...the shows that they do the experiment one...cant recall the show's name...
hmmmm...but still..ohno still the same for all the shows...silently ohno...hehe...
when will arashi will come to Malaysia?heeeeeee

xoxo ohno

JDORAMA = MAOU (THE DEVIL)

2008-09-07T23:44:00.000-07:00

REVIEW:
This drama is a remake of the popular suspense drama The Devil that was aired in Korea last year. Ohno Satoshi will be playing the role of a two-faced lawyer, one of which is a kind hearted soul and the other who is plotting revenge, using his brilliant mind, on the person who killed his relative. On the other hand, Ikuta Toma will play the double lead role of the man, who has become a detective due to his dark past, who is pursuing the mysterious series of murders and fighting against the devil (maou).

i just start watching this drama last weekend...since i have nothing to do...
actually i want to wait for this drama complete before watching it marathonly..haha...
but i could not hold it...so i watched episod 1-9 for a day~~~haha...as expected...

because of ikuta toma casting in it..thats why i become fan for this dorama..hehe...

but...when i watch it...i found my new addiction... OHNO SATOSHI...
what a great actor...unexpected superkawaie...hahaha...by looking at his face..
i thought he is early 20...but he is 28 this year...
he is superhot~~short...kawaie..hahaha...
i started to download all arashi stuff...
they do quit a lot things..making their on TV shows, acting, singing, dancing..supergood...
Japan's boyband really different from my own country boyband...
relatively different...cant tell any further..hahaha..
back to OHNO...hmmmm...i`m patiently waiting for the last episod of MAOU...
before this i watch some of arashi stuff..but did not expect that Ohno such a great actor...
i always watch Jun casting...Hana Yori Dango of cos..hehe...
till then...ja ne~~

selamat datang ke dunia blog

2008-08-27T01:09:00.000-07:00

akhirnya saya tergerak juga hati untuk membuat blog..
buat sekarang ini..hanya untuk suka-suka sahaja..
mungkin boleh menghilangkan rasa stress sekiranya dapat meluahkan rasa hati di dalam blog...
sekarang ini blog trend...urusan jual beli juga sudah mula aktif di blog..
impressive...boleh menjimatkan masa...tapi seharusnya perkhidmatan internet yang bagus, harus supaya
pelayaran di internet menjadi lebih seronok...mungkin pada tahun 2020 nanti internet di Malaysia sudah maju...saya sebagai pelajar mengakui kemudahan internet itu penting...selain mencari bahan maklumat untuk pelajaran (alasan utama yang selalunya diutarakan..haha), internet ialah penghubung di antara rakan2 sekuliah...sebagai pelajar...intenet boleh menjimatkan duit top up..haha...brenti cerita pasal intenet

semoga dengan kehadiran blog ini...aku lebih rajin untuk belajar (wah..apa kaitannya)....
haha...ok...welcome to my blog...